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Old April 11th, 2019, 12:22 AM   #81
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i have so much pent up anxiety but im way too physically exhausted to give a shit or have a panic attack

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Old May 4th, 2019, 11:46 PM   #82
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woah dude so my anxiety has finally caught up to me LMFAO OOF Maybe it’s time for therapy



Also!! I knew this would happen! People can only handle and put up w other people’s insensitive bullshit for so long. I know! I’m not a nice person, I’m pushing you away bc I know it’s good for the both of us. I need space, i need freedom, i can’t be worried about other people until I have control over myself and my own life. Sorry, but I can’t afford to care about others intimately yet

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Old May 5th, 2019, 01:17 PM   #83
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Hm I like you, but I don’t like you enough to be dragged into your drama after 3 weeks of knowing you :/

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Old May 8th, 2019, 02:42 PM   #84
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I will never take for granted good health ever again. Fuck this fucking sucks

I can’t believe my anxiety is fucking me up this much. My health is just deteriorating and it’s getting harder and harder to pull myself out of bed these days. And I know i have to just accept things as they are and as they come. I know i don’t have a choice except to live and become stronger and smarter and better. The only thing I can control in life is my outlook on it. I know that so why doesn’t my brain and my gut just fucking catch up already and stop messing my body up?

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Old May 24th, 2019, 01:49 PM   #85
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i mean im not gonna delve into my childhood n how fucked up i am from it bc I don’t wanna share that with you but yeah, growing up in the city is not the best lol.

idk. I feel bad for kinda making assumptions cuz i know you don’t live the easiest life but... growing up poor and in the inner city has fucked me up yo. You live in a comfy house in the suburbs. N ik your family stuff isn’t the best but... at least you never really had to worry about money, or getting jumped or shot walking from school, or seeing all your friends leave or get kicked out their houses, or getting kicked out your own house...

idk dude

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Old May 24th, 2019, 04:32 PM   #86
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yo stop telling me personal things ): im not gonna tell u shit abt myself so like, u telling me stuff is bad cuz it’s not gonna be requited

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Old May 31st, 2019, 10:03 PM   #87
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Ugh yes please keep talking to me and going on about your passions Im so in like with you still, but hearing people I care about talk about the things they care about ughhhhh heart eyes Let me hug u to death ffs

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Old June 8th, 2019, 01:43 AM   #88
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ah so you didn’t invite me because you wanted me to go, you invited me so you had a reason to pull up...

that’s...

i don’t know why i expected anything different, honestly. you keep saying we’re friends and you want me to consider you a friend but im Head Over Fucking Heels for you still and shit like this just hits my heart so wrong

i should’ve gotten drunk tonight, maybe i would care less

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Old June 24th, 2019, 11:23 PM   #89
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I’m dead ass tearing up right now omg I’m gonna miss you guys so fuckin good much

Especially you though. I know it’s like cuz I have feelings for you and shit too but you’re deadass a good friend and I’m so proud of you cuz I know you be struggling mentally and you have problems but you still managed to pull through and I want you to know that I’m proud of you!!! And even if our other friends don’t say it, they’re proud of you too, and we all really care about you.

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Old July 1st, 2019, 02:49 PM   #90
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oh shit yo my heart is racing rn I was really ready to crack some kids skull open like bruhhhh

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Old July 31st, 2019, 01:54 AM   #91
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you don’t even want to talk to me, why do you care if I’m okay or not ? lol like don’t try n ask me what’s up or what happened

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Old August 5th, 2019, 07:46 AM   #92
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“Yea I figured that was gonna happen”

well fuck you too :/

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Old October 2nd, 2019, 10:26 AM   #93
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Liking people is horrible. Crushes are horrible. I can’t even adult dude im still so much a kid and i don’t feel grown at all... like do adults have to deal with this shit too? What the fuck? When am i gonna grow up like ?

fuck

Guess I’ll just hide my feelings and feel like shit constantly like I always do

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Old October 28th, 2019, 11:46 PM   #94
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I fall for people too easily

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Old November 15th, 2019, 12:32 AM   #95
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SO don’t flirt? Gotcha, I’ll fuck off ����

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Old May 9th, 2020, 12:25 AM   #96
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“Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.”

Hm, I’m not really religious or into the whole cult thing, but I should pick up a bible again, just for the read

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Old June 28th, 2020, 01:17 AM   #97
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crikeys i haven’t posted in this bit for a while but since im on the front page i might as well make it count

NYC is humid as FUCK, I hate it here already, can’t even do shit, and finding a job is gonna fucking blow. Moving up to Buffalo may be an option? But fuckin hell thats way too much responsibility for a 19 year old. Oh fuck thinking about it kinda makes me wanna puke tbhh

I also miss my best friend so fuckin much. I really have to plan a trip out there, it’s only like an 11 hour drive... fuck... I’ll bring a pack of your fav brand of smokes, and give you a bone crushing fucking hug when I see you next. I miss you so much, honestly. I’m knocked out my fuckin element as of recent and i don’t know what to do anymore. I miss you, and I miss just being able to talk and hang out with you. I wish I was there for you more. I’m a shit friend but I swear, I’m trying. Just keep on moving, please. Do it for me, do it for Ethan, do it for yourself. You deserve the absolute best in the world, and unfortunately you haven’t been blessed with such opportunities yet. You’re a fucking trooper, honestly. I miss you so much, and we’ll see each other soon, I swear it.

God I feel so fucking old... I feel like I have such fuckin tense shit on my back and so much shit going on but at the same time nothing is happening... fuck... i don’t know what to do anymore, honestly. I can’t do shit to myself oH Fuck that reminds me i have beer and shit in the fridge i need to get to at some point (don’t drink and drive, kids), and maybe tomorrow when im hanging out with Juan we can go pick some shit up. Maybe take a drive out if we bother, who knows? I honestly don’t give a shit anymore, and can’t afford to do so without risking killing my self or doing some other dumb shit so let’s just roll with it, day by day, just like always

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Old July 1st, 2020, 12:09 AM   #98
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can you.... hhHHHHGGG SHUT UP

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Old July 3rd, 2020, 11:10 PM   #99
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This weekend is gonna fuckin suck, I can already tell

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