chucknorrisrules

It sounds a lot like me. I used to like school and spending time with my friends, but now I have to act happy. It's so hard trying to fit in. I also have a bit of monophobia (fear of being alone) and it's hard to stop that fear from coming, I don't know what to talk about and don't really want to talk to anybody. Then the monophobia kicks in and I'm just "Emo" as you might say. I want to tell my mom, but she doesn't listen to me. The wierd thing is that all my other family is very happy. So, maybe it's just me. I know it sounds gay. but sometimes I do cry myself to sleep. It's hard to keep a macho image when depression won't leave you alone. Thanks for listening, or reading...whatever...

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