Hello my dearies.

As many of you know, I'm now a senior in high school. That means...*drum roll* *trumpet fanfares* *baited breath* Senior Prom! When I was in elementary/middle school I told my mom over and over quite firmly that I definitely wouldn't be going to that stupid mushy prom thing that was nothing but a waste of time and money.

I held true to this promise last year for Junior Prom [which apparently was a good decision- all the reviews were terrible. Though...

I've noticed that as fabulous as my grammar is on the computer, it's almost nonexistant at times irl. And not just me, but everyone. Lol we don't even talk in complete sentences:

"Concert go alright?"
"Eh, like I expected."
"That's cool."
"Not really. Kinda blew actually."
"Oh. That sucks."

lol yeah. It's like back in cavemen times, they communicated in grunts. Then the language got more and more...

I think a lot. Way too much for my own good. Like I'll get really deep and philosophical and just scare the absolute shit out of myself.

For example. About 20 minutes ago, I had an extremely frightening moment of deja vu. Once, when I was 11 or so, I was in the basement where we were living at the time sitting sideways in a lounge chair reading a book. [U]The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe[/U]. I was listening to one of my mixes, which was currently playing "These Three Words"...

Flashback.

Frozen in minus one. Left foot front, right a bit behind, calves strong, knees straight, torso facing front with trumpet held in playing position pointed straight at the box.
"Check. Adjust."
I didn't need to move. I knew I was exactly where I needed to be.
I lowered off of my platforms, faced front, feet together, trumpet vertical and held in front of my waist. Took deep breaths and thought about that last rep.
It was dark already, and...

When do you know that it's time to move on from someone? At what point do you need to say to yourself, "Alright. It's time for me to remove this person from my life?"

I've been talking to this guy a lot over the past couple of months. He graduated last year and the only reason I knew him was because he was in marching band, choir, and drama guild. We were never very close, though, until we randomly started talking on AIM a lot- which was a little while after he broke up with...