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Cold, alone, shaking,
wanting to feel loved,
breathing, sighing,
why does it hurt to breathe?
unwanted feelings return to mind,
crying, breaking, the only thing that's truely mine,
the feeling inside is the feeling of hate. i'm suffering in this hell in which i can't escape.
what did i do to deserve this?
i hold my only friend, the only one who seems to understand and take the pain away for a little while.
He kisses my skin.
It makes me feel happy and forget about everything.
crimson dops of pain fall onto my bed sheets.
then a sharp pain, which makes me smile,
then all the feelings come back...
i throw my friend accross my room.
i'm so angry i jsut don't know...
is there no salvation for me?
am i ment to suffer liek this forever?
the pain never leaves
the urge nevver leaves.
my friend's kiss leaves a mark.
a mark that will show forever.
remind me of all the pain
and bring me back.
remind me of everything i ever felt.
bringing back into my personal hell once again.

over 24 hours and no food :(

Posted October 1st, 2010 at 10:43 AM by Asylum (A poem)
Updated October 1st, 2010 at 11:26 AM by Asylum

So yesterday all i had was 3 cups of coffee, a grilled chicken sandwhich, and half of this apple pastry thing my mom and i split. I ate nothing for dinner, but coffee, and skipped breakfast ths morning, i was going to skip lunch, but felt like i was going to pass out due to lack of sugar, so i ate a chicken wrap and some coffee.. which is semi a lot i guess.. but then again not really.. O_o idk.. I feel guilty and sick because i ate... but i feel dizzy... i mean the things i've eaten aren't...
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Posted September 19th, 2010 at 11:09 PM by Asylum (A poem)

hey VT. i'm sorry for not posting as much as i used to, and not checking this site as much. i will definately try to be more on that...
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hey VT

Posted August 30th, 2010 at 08:13 PM by Asylum (A poem)

hey VT, I"m back :DDD sorry for my leave of absense for a few weeks. My computer was taken away for more then 5 weeks by parents... so i couldn't log on :'( i shall be on here more frequently tho :DDDD
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marilyn manson

Posted May 10th, 2010 at 07:06 PM by Asylum (A poem)

isn't he just a dream?!?! he is like a musical genious and just an awesome person in general. enough siad :)
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oi vey...

Posted May 5th, 2010 at 09:35 AM by Asylum (A poem)

i'm having a horrible week.... i can't even begin to describe it.. but i must vent somethign. liars....really?!? what is the point in lying? you see some how i knew your words weren't true, despite the fact a lot of people were telling me that you were a complusiv liar, and to just get away from you before i get hurt but i stayed and oh boy did i get hurt.... what you think telling people what you said wasn't going to get back to me? are you really that stupid... and here i thought...
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