i hate today.

[Quick_Sylver]

i went to bed approx midnight.
i woke up 5:25am by my mother screaming 'she can't be dead'.
my aunt is dead.
today already was shit, this just makes it fifty times worse.
no real 'question'. i get the grief patterns. afterall,i went through them all this time last year as well.

when do i get a normal year where nothing notably bad happens. when do i stop crying. idk. im just sick of it.

[Ambrosia]

Just take a deep breath and remember YOU'RE alive. You're breathing. You're human. And you'll be okay. You just need to take some time to yourself, maybe. Time with your thoughts. Go meditate, do some meditative sleeping, something like that.

I'm so sorry about your loss.

[kai99]

sorry about your aunt :(

[Fiction]

Sorry to hear about your loss Becky :hug:

I'm sure there's nothing I can really say that you don't know already. I'm sure you already know that you'll feel better about this in time. It's going to be tough for a few days but I guess just look after yourself. Do things that'll make you happy. Remember your aunt and just be glad you knew her to start with :)