Nan_molla
April 6th, 2011, 11:28 PM
So basically im almost 20yo(from croatia) and im confused endlessly.. where do i start.. wall of text incoming (some of the stuff might seem weird).
Im not attracted by women, im pretty sure im gay, but here is the deal. I dont find almost ANY guys irl attractive. Ive had a short relationship with a few guys, as short as it can be, and to be quite honest i sometimes found it kind of repulsive. I didn't really like them and the problem is that i dont think i would like some other guys either, i was kind of being in the "i dont wanna be alone" phase, and girls are 0% attractive to me. Also there is the fact that i would never have sex with someone i dont really like, and i dont even know if im just being really picky. There have been like dozens of opportunities for me and i just reject everything thinking that i dont wanna rush anything till i meet the right person, but the problem is i cant seem to find one.
I seem to have some kind of obsession with asians, whenever i see a decent looking asian guy i melt down which scares me even more. I dont wanna be a 'rice queen' or whatever they call it but i only seem to be attracted to the asian phisionomys and looks it sometimes drives me nuts. Thats why ive even gave up searching for ppl alrdy in the first place. I feel awkward 24/7, am I fated to search for a gay asian bf? (wth thats so weird, it creeps me out..)
I didnt have any traumatic experiences or anything of that sort, i live pretty normally and im usually a really racional guy.
This has been going on for years alrdy, mby like five or something. Anyone got any thoughts or similar stories?
Im not attracted by women, im pretty sure im gay, but here is the deal. I dont find almost ANY guys irl attractive. Ive had a short relationship with a few guys, as short as it can be, and to be quite honest i sometimes found it kind of repulsive. I didn't really like them and the problem is that i dont think i would like some other guys either, i was kind of being in the "i dont wanna be alone" phase, and girls are 0% attractive to me. Also there is the fact that i would never have sex with someone i dont really like, and i dont even know if im just being really picky. There have been like dozens of opportunities for me and i just reject everything thinking that i dont wanna rush anything till i meet the right person, but the problem is i cant seem to find one.
I seem to have some kind of obsession with asians, whenever i see a decent looking asian guy i melt down which scares me even more. I dont wanna be a 'rice queen' or whatever they call it but i only seem to be attracted to the asian phisionomys and looks it sometimes drives me nuts. Thats why ive even gave up searching for ppl alrdy in the first place. I feel awkward 24/7, am I fated to search for a gay asian bf? (wth thats so weird, it creeps me out..)
I didnt have any traumatic experiences or anything of that sort, i live pretty normally and im usually a really racional guy.
This has been going on for years alrdy, mby like five or something. Anyone got any thoughts or similar stories?