This feeling again....

[Kuervo]

those feelings i had a long time ago are now returning back to me. i feel really depressed at nights. i dont know wut to do anymore. i feel lonely, i feel as if my friends dont give a shit about me, i feel as if im not good enough for my friends. i just dont know what to do now. right now, im literally watery:(:(:( i need help please, none of my good friends want to talk to me bout this and just thought i post a thread here and see what happens. thx

[derkderpderp]

ok first of all well done for showing the strength to come on here, it takes a lot so good on you.
now, vent.

you're good friends, try talking to them separately and you may see that they do care, it may just be a case of them not really understanding what's happening or they might just not know what to do, they might be thinking they're doing you a favour by leaving you alone and not asking you a billion questions about it?
try talking to them, I'm sure they will come through, especially if you speak to them on their own and in confidence, because that will make them think 'wow Jose trusts me a lot, I mean he's telling me all this and I can see its hard, I want to help him' etc.
try taking to them, and dude, vent!if you feel like crying or shouting or screaming please do!the longer you keep your feelings inside the more fetid they will become.
and if you vent yourself, it may help boost your own confidence quite a bit, bc if you're venting yourself and it works, its you taking control of the issues bringing you down, its you fixing them.
just please don't hurt yourself?
pm me anytime if you want to talk.
I hope this helps