This is kinda weird

[sarahmac]

Just joined VT and it's great. Learning a lot so far. But here goes...

I am kinda worried about myself. I masturbate a lot (2-3 per day) and usually end up thinking about really weird stuff when I do it. Sick twisted stuff actually (force/rape, multiple guys, animals, etc). It makes me feel disgusted afterwards, but when I am doing it, it turns me on so much that I can't help but think those thoughts.

Should I be worried? I don't think I would ever really do the things I think about, but why do I think about them? Does anybody else have this problem? I don't know what to do about it.

4/11 Update - thanks to everyone who responded. It makes me feel better to know this is (kinda) normal. :)

[briannafrmhell]

Just be urself. if it doesnt hurt anyone and u dont really do those things its fine IMO. ive done it thinking about more then one guy too actually

[Zeh Crazy]

Er, the animal one is gross. But the rape/force/multiple guys isn't really abnormal. Maybe it just means that you get more turned on if the guy is dominating instead of you dominating. I'm like that.

But being sexually turned on by animals is very sick in my book. Just saying.

[cheergurl]

I'm like that too, stuff that doesnt really seem sexy to me does when i'm masturbating lol. I think maybe if you do it a lot and think about those things it might make it easier to do them eventually, but idk for sure. I think ur just fine :)

[Charleigh]

Rape and animals? Wow you have a wild imagination lol.

Thinking about guys while you masturbate is normal, lots of girls do that.

But thinking about raping animals, not so normal.

[jet7up]

Sorry, but I am not turned on by animals ! So I can't understand you.
However, I love to masturbate too, and sometimes I touch myself thinking that I have sex with 2 guys at the same time :) it makes me feel hornyy.
Just a fantasy ......

[Female95]

think about whatever helps, its not wrong, you should see some of the things that pop into my head

[starlit dreams]

even though i dont think about any of that stuff when i do it, its pretty much ok to fantasise about almost anything. like if it turns you on thats all that counts.
remember that its all happening in your head.......just so long as it stays there and doesnt come out in real life

[swisss21]

Stop fantasizing. Get a good boy friend and start sex in actual. your problem will be solved.

[Laurenzo]

It's fine, don't worry. As long as you be yourself, and do what makes you happy without worrying what other people think or if it's "normal", then you're fine :)

[Hope4u]

those are definitely some "weird" things to think about..never done that...I just think about a cute boy or something I guess...ha ha.

[Susanna]

It´s okay! Fantasies are okay! All fantasies! I too have similar fantasies sometimes.

[Weeping]

It could be out of curiosity or something..
And it doesn't hurt anyone since it's just in your head, right?

Well, I think it's kinda normal. I think most people have had some kind of twisted fantasies some time?

[kelly820]

i think about a lot of kinky stuff when i masturbate. although i never thought about animals, the other stuff you mentioned is pretty normal for me

[Alice]

I masturbate 3 times a day and have had the "rape" fantasy. That's always a good one. Fantasizes are OK, just let your mind wander, so long as after you orgasm those thoughts go away

[ashley95]

I fantasize about being dominated, held down and choked by a guy when I masturbate. I guess it's pretty normal

[bobynrobyn]

when i was younger (10-12) my dog used to hump my leg,then one day i saw some stuff running down my leg ... just clear thow...i talked to one of my g/f at school,and she told me she hasd the same thing happen..like no biggy
as i continued my little mast. fantesies all kinds of things would pop in my head,and when close to org, it was like crazy in my head--i found later4 in my teens from older cousen that masterbation can be anything you think about,and you can have anyone you want , and nobody gets hurt !
to me it's alllllll good

bobynrobyn

[Haleygurl]

well whatever you think about is ok, some of thoses things I have thought about. I think about random guys some times,other girls somes times and several guys at one time. ok I have even thought about older guys..so whatever you fantasize about it normal for you..Just be yourself

[Carly99]

No one controls ur mind but you. If u don't want to think about something (even though it turns u on) then don't think about it. Ur mind will retain itself to get turned on by things ur more comfortable with.

[Hannahgurl]

very normal, we should be able to think of whatever we want. I imagine several guyshaveing sex with me, I think about other girls, and what it would be like to be with certain ppl. so you normal

[kentucky girl]

It is normal to think about sexual things except I don't think animals should be sexual. I think about boys and girls at school. I have even thought about some people on this site.

[flumeendeavors]

Its normal! I fantasize about rape and force as well. Its not like i would ever want to actually be raped in real life but when i have sex i like to be dominated by the guy and have some force from him. It's perfectly normal.

[Idek912]

You're not weird, theres actually alot of hentai where girls get raped and things like that. Turns people on.