I don't know

[Anonymous324]

Ok guys this is my first post, I don't know where to begin but my basic concern is that I am a pretty social person at times but idk when I really need someone to talk to, I have pretty much no one. I don know why, I have alot of close friends but idk I don't feel comfortable talking to them about real personal stuff.

For some reason I believe I was just born opposite or the wrong way or sumthing (no I'm not gay or bi) Im left handed, I listen to music very few people listen to, I have long hair, I hate the gov, I think patriotism is just corny, I hate giant crowds where everyone laughs for no reason, I hate how everytime I log into facebook or anything I literally never have no new messages or anything, no one ever looks for me, I've been in love with the same girl for almost 5 years now(all my teen years) I come from a foreign country (no I don't mean Mexico or Pakistan or anything) I feel like I'm just completetly oppositeorr human society. I don't know what t do sometimes because I almost always have nothing to do. I kind of don't wanna believe it bt I have done almost everything I was meant to do in my life, I'm bored with life, everyday and every night I just realize thst every day that passes is almost the same as the last and it's just the same bs. I havenothig to do at all anymore!
I have succesfully learned 6 instruments almost mastered 2
I have beaten every video game I own, games just don't amuse me anymore
I've grown tired of everything on tv
My parents always have something to complain about me

I literally have nothing to look forward now, ijust seem to let everyday pass by like nothing, and no I'm not on the verge of suicide Im just completely bored of living, I have nothing to do at all
basically, I'm bored as shit with life!! I've tried listening to new music, watching movies, trying different things, it just don't work for me.

[Fiction]

The only real thing I can say is try something different. I know you've said you've already done this, but there's endless things you can try. Maybe try setting yourself a goal in life. Find something you want to work towards and do, whatever this may be. Maybe a future career, or something to do with people?

People are always different. They're not like music, or the TV. They're real people and every single one of them has different life experiences, different stories, different personalities. Maybe you could try getting to know some new people?

[kai99]

Just try something new, like a class or a sport.