Andymoto377
April 2nd, 2011, 11:03 PM
So I’m sure most of you have liked or been in love with someone you can’t have or won’t approach or what have you. Well I love this girl and although I have know her since she was a freshmen and I was a sophomore I really haven’t gotten to know her and her little group of friend till the end of summer last year cause a lot of my friends where going off to university and what not. So the reason I met this new group of people was my best friend growing up Alex was friend with them and we hung out and what not though the years but now I know them on a little more of a personal level. Anyway this girl was always off limits to me because Alex liked her he even got mad at me last year cause I guess he over heard her say she thought I was cute but at the time I was dating my ex so it was dropped. But now getting to know her like the more I learn about her the more I like her and wanna know more about her. She is kinda a wounded soul never had a real boyfriend and has a mysterious past and I know she comes with baggage and lots of it. After putting her heart out there so many times she now is giving up on herself and is now going into a friends with benefits relationship with non other then my friend Alex. He hella likes her and she just wants to be his friend well now a little more. And it just sucks seeing it knowing when I’m sleeping on the couch she is in there in his room. The shitty thing is that I feel like I did it to my self I had to say that I like her as a friend and help Alex out to get her by telling him what to do and what to say. It drives me crazy idk what to do I don’t wanna ruin my friendship with Alex he has been my friend since we where babies and not over a girl but I can’t keep pretending to be ok with this either and im not very good at expressing how I feel to people I know idk its just on my mind 24/7 I don’t know what to do…