Nobody else to talk to

[ShinigamiMaiden]

For the first time I am having a mental breakdown. The one person I talk to about this kind of thing absolutely hates me and I rely on him all the time to talk me out of things. But he won't talk to me.
So I have nobody who I can trust to talk to.
I just can't see the point anymore, i'm so stupid, i've done such bad things that have hurt so many people and nobody particually likes me anyway so why don't I just die?
Nobodys stopping me anymore, i've cut and cut and cut until there is literally no more space on my arms and legs.
This pain is too much, I can't do it anymore, for the first time, I actually want to die.

[Ambrosia]

You want to die, but you won't. Because it's bad now (and here I go, being repetitive) but it will get better. There's always a bottom (As painful and rocky as it may be!) and then you always have the top.

We're here, of course. And always willing to talk to you! We've all done stupid things. I mean come on, who hasn't? If you didn't do things you do then you wouldn't be who you are. You're a crucial part to this world for being that person, and that's an unavoidable thing. You're needed, you're wanted. You just don't see that right now. And that's okay, because there's a lot of us who have been in that position.

Take some deep breaths and remind yourself that all these feelings are just blanketing the truth. Because you are probably an amazing person. You just have to look for it.

There's no life unless you try! And trying is hard. But come on, lifes hard! And we're still here to help (:

[Aeroflux17]

For the first time I am having a mental breakdown. The one person I talk to about this kind of thing absolutely hates me and I rely on him all the time to talk me out of things. But he won't talk to me.
So I have nobody who I can trust to talk to.
I just can't see the point anymore, i'm so stupid, i've done such bad things that have hurt so many people and nobody particually likes me anyway so why don't I just die?
Nobodys stopping me anymore, i've cut and cut and cut until there is literally no more space on my arms and legs.
This pain is too much, I can't do it anymore, for the first time, I actually want to die.

Same here. they say. I need a FRIEND. But i dont have any of them. :(

[Fiction]

Suicide will not solve any problems.

If you think you've hurt people now imagine what you could do to people if you attempted suicide? Imagine how much that would hurt them. Right now, fighting for them is the best you can do to make it up to them, not giving up.

Are you getting any help for your cutting? If not I would suggest getting some. I know it's hard to tell your parents but if you're becoming suicidal it may be a good idea. My parents found out about my self harm after I overdosed and ended up in hospital. I hurt them so much more than I needed to by doing that.

I'm always here if you want to talk :)

[xDLOL]

Hey, I met a friend on the internet that I can talk to about anything, he's my BFF. I encourage anyone to do the same, just a thought.