Skrate
April 1st, 2011, 09:43 PM
Goddamn, dont you hate when you love someone so much that you convince yourself and convince yourself that they love you back but you dont want to act on because of that doubt?
Im going ouy on a limb here - being gay/bi is so much harder than being straight.
But that's not my point.
I want to know if he's gay. Simple as that. But i dont want to ask him without the odds stacked for me (im a pussy, I know). He's a little more on the feminine side to start of, with a real boyish figure but he's tall and lanky (like me). He's not very... How do you say... Not outgoing but... Gregarious! That's the word. He's friendly and not shy, but he's not particularly gregarious. A little bit passive, when he's walking down the halls he always has one hand on the other arm, looks like he's shy. Me and him are pretty good friends, and I may (note: may) have seen him looking at me when we were talking in the halls/in class (i mean like checking out looking). He asked a girl if she thought a guy was hot (he is, at least to me), kind of randomly, and then a couple days later when the same guy came around he might have been looking at his ass (i dunno).
The other day he was talking to someone close to me (distancewise, haha), and he was standing right over me. I think he was brushing his crotch over my shoulder, lightly but i could feel it, i dunno if it was intentional or not. Then today we were walking up the stairs and he randomly said "im tired, can somebody carry me?" (this was at school btw). I was like what the hell (as in like, why not?) and said "i gotcha), and he jumped into my arms. I had my hand close to his butt (i think) but he didnt seem to mind. And then later he complimented me on my hair (i was estatic).
So... Que piensas? (what do you think).
Im going ouy on a limb here - being gay/bi is so much harder than being straight.
But that's not my point.
I want to know if he's gay. Simple as that. But i dont want to ask him without the odds stacked for me (im a pussy, I know). He's a little more on the feminine side to start of, with a real boyish figure but he's tall and lanky (like me). He's not very... How do you say... Not outgoing but... Gregarious! That's the word. He's friendly and not shy, but he's not particularly gregarious. A little bit passive, when he's walking down the halls he always has one hand on the other arm, looks like he's shy. Me and him are pretty good friends, and I may (note: may) have seen him looking at me when we were talking in the halls/in class (i mean like checking out looking). He asked a girl if she thought a guy was hot (he is, at least to me), kind of randomly, and then a couple days later when the same guy came around he might have been looking at his ass (i dunno).
The other day he was talking to someone close to me (distancewise, haha), and he was standing right over me. I think he was brushing his crotch over my shoulder, lightly but i could feel it, i dunno if it was intentional or not. Then today we were walking up the stairs and he randomly said "im tired, can somebody carry me?" (this was at school btw). I was like what the hell (as in like, why not?) and said "i gotcha), and he jumped into my arms. I had my hand close to his butt (i think) but he didnt seem to mind. And then later he complimented me on my hair (i was estatic).
So... Que piensas? (what do you think).