Life... is so confusing.

[Alexithymia]

This may all be from my lack of sleep, but I have been getting rather good sleep right now.

I feel like life is just... going so fast and yet so slow. I mean... I may not make sense, but I don't know where to go. I feel safe, secure, and reassured that life is fine. But then whenever I decide to take another step in my social development, people start backstabbing me, making me humiliated. And this isn't even in public. With my friends, with people I don't even know. It -has- to be in my mind, but I'm wondering if it really can be.

[HellHound]

I know how it feels.You try hard to do something but than you don't get enough appreciation and you start not to care anymore about others.I don't know if i helped but that's how i feel now.