Roses_Are_Yellow
March 29th, 2011, 06:38 PM
Today I found out one of my friends (who I've never talked about on VT before, until now) kept a pocket knife in her shoe. How did I find this out? Well, she was joking with me about it, and whipped it out of her shoe. I should have freaked out, and started yelling at her about it (which would have been a normal reaction a few months ago) but I just scolded her and told her she couldn't bring it to campus. Our other friends on the other hand, started yelling at her about it, and one of them yelled at her that she could get expelled for having a weapon at school. I don't get it, I should have felt really worried..but I just didn't feel anything, what so ever. I should have been worried that she might use it in the bathroom to cut her self (one of our friends was talking to her when she was depressed, and my friend started trying to cut her palm with the knife.....on school campus) I should have been worried that she'd use that if she was getting depressed at school (she swears she oonly has it with her because herparents told her to keep it when she walked her dog at night) She also confessed to the friend who was with her when she tried to cut her self, that she was gay, and secretly dating her now closest friend. The only reason I know this is because the friend she told, had told me and one of my best friends all of this. The thing is though, the girl my friend is dating is a major bi....well, let's just say she's mean. The girl keeps telling her that my friends life is boring, and keeps telling her these things that cause her to feel depressed. When the girl is mad at my friend, my friend says that what's the point in life, if the girls mad at her. I never really cared if they were dating or not, as long as she was happy, but today for some reason, I started o miss my "frenemy". Yes, my frenemy..that's what I call her because we pick on each other as a joke.
Now, the friend that found out about Al (my "frenemy") dating her closest friend. This friend is actually one of my closest friends..anyways, she's been friends with Al since they were in first grade, and she's pretty upset about the whole situation. She doesn't care if the Al is gay or not, but she's mad because of the person she's dating. I think that this friend feels replaced, because the girl Al is dating is best friends with the first friend. One of my best friend's (Sommer) and I think that this friend has secret feelings for the first friend, but we aren't sure. I guess she's mad because Al has changed a lot since they were first graders, and she can't except it. I don't know how to convince this friend that people change, especially withing 6 years. I've tried so many times, but it seems to go in one ear and another.
My Al's girl friend. Well, what's there to say about her? Certainly nothing nice. She's 11, and knows how to dance like a stripper..... enough said. Well, I don't like her, and none of my other friends do really. She said something today about me, that other's would have found offensive, and apperantly Al just laughed about it. I didn't really care..and I can't bring myself to care.
One of my best friends that I've mentioned before on VT (Kayree), is the only one of us not afraid to speak what's on her mind. No matter how many times we may get into little disagreements, I'll always respect that about her. Today, after the second friend I mentioned, and Sommer and I mentioned how much we wanted the old Al back, she walked straight up to Al, and told her how badly she's been treating us. She also told her that she wanted the old Al back. She then diversed a plan to show Al that her girlfriend is actually mean to us, when she's not around Al (she only think's Al and her girlfriend are best friends, nothing more. The only people to know that Al and the other girl are dating are my second friend, Sommer and I) Since Al's girlfriend is moving to a new school, she said taht it'd be better, then having Al be depressed all next year. I actually thought it was a pretty good idea, I don't know about the other two though. I have conflicting emotions about this plan. I don't want to hurt Al, but in Kayree's word's, "She'll get hurt either way."
Sorry this is long, but I have one more subject to talk about: Sommer
She's just like me. We have the same interests, the same type of personalities, and she understands me; she's practically my sister. She's one of the sweetest people I know, and I found out today that she might move away during the summer. (I'm the only one to know this) I've known her for 2 years (almost 3), and she's the one I tell most of my secrets to, and I find out that she might move more then 700 miles away! I can't take it, she's my best friend!
I would have started to bawl, but for some reason I just couldn't! My brain was telling me that I should feel certain emotions, but I just couldn't feel. I want to cry, but I just can't. The only thing I can bring myself to cry over is the fact that Sommer might leave me, and I didn't even cry that much. What's wrong with me?
Sorry this is so long, I just had to vent.
Now, the friend that found out about Al (my "frenemy") dating her closest friend. This friend is actually one of my closest friends..anyways, she's been friends with Al since they were in first grade, and she's pretty upset about the whole situation. She doesn't care if the Al is gay or not, but she's mad because of the person she's dating. I think that this friend feels replaced, because the girl Al is dating is best friends with the first friend. One of my best friend's (Sommer) and I think that this friend has secret feelings for the first friend, but we aren't sure. I guess she's mad because Al has changed a lot since they were first graders, and she can't except it. I don't know how to convince this friend that people change, especially withing 6 years. I've tried so many times, but it seems to go in one ear and another.
My Al's girl friend. Well, what's there to say about her? Certainly nothing nice. She's 11, and knows how to dance like a stripper..... enough said. Well, I don't like her, and none of my other friends do really. She said something today about me, that other's would have found offensive, and apperantly Al just laughed about it. I didn't really care..and I can't bring myself to care.
One of my best friends that I've mentioned before on VT (Kayree), is the only one of us not afraid to speak what's on her mind. No matter how many times we may get into little disagreements, I'll always respect that about her. Today, after the second friend I mentioned, and Sommer and I mentioned how much we wanted the old Al back, she walked straight up to Al, and told her how badly she's been treating us. She also told her that she wanted the old Al back. She then diversed a plan to show Al that her girlfriend is actually mean to us, when she's not around Al (she only think's Al and her girlfriend are best friends, nothing more. The only people to know that Al and the other girl are dating are my second friend, Sommer and I) Since Al's girlfriend is moving to a new school, she said taht it'd be better, then having Al be depressed all next year. I actually thought it was a pretty good idea, I don't know about the other two though. I have conflicting emotions about this plan. I don't want to hurt Al, but in Kayree's word's, "She'll get hurt either way."
Sorry this is long, but I have one more subject to talk about: Sommer
She's just like me. We have the same interests, the same type of personalities, and she understands me; she's practically my sister. She's one of the sweetest people I know, and I found out today that she might move away during the summer. (I'm the only one to know this) I've known her for 2 years (almost 3), and she's the one I tell most of my secrets to, and I find out that she might move more then 700 miles away! I can't take it, she's my best friend!
I would have started to bawl, but for some reason I just couldn't! My brain was telling me that I should feel certain emotions, but I just couldn't feel. I want to cry, but I just can't. The only thing I can bring myself to cry over is the fact that Sommer might leave me, and I didn't even cry that much. What's wrong with me?
Sorry this is so long, I just had to vent.