Im gonna fucking end it

[Raiders]

Okay like i said in my earlier post i was gonna do all this coke? well i did...its been 16 hours and i still feel the fucking effect. I had to go to the doctors last night and they said my heart rate or pulse rate or whatever was 170....and as much as i took me definately could have killed me. My parents crack down on everything I do so i cant do much, so i either want more coke or just to end it. I almost rather just end it, i want too...tonight i think i am. i dont wanna keep living it just fucking sucks.

[Alexithymia]

Er, I believe this goes in the drugs area, but if you intentionally took a lot to kill you it might go here.

EDIT: I didn't understand your post. Sorry. Yeah, drugs aren't worth it. Sure, it'll be a tough time now, but later it'll be worth it. You just have to clean up your act right now and people will realize that you are responsible. If you need help, then we're all here and I'm sure your parents are willing to help you as well.

EDIT2: Well, I didn't understand the post... again. Your life IS worth it. Doesn't matter how bad it is, it will NEVER be worth it. You need to talk to your parents about this. It might be hard, but they need to realize that you have serious depression issues. I haven't been here to look at your other posts, but hopefully I got it right this time.

[Noooooooooo]

Okay like i said in my earlier post i was gonna do all this coke? well i did...its been 16 hours and i still feel the fucking effect. I had to go to the doctors last night and they said my heart rate or pulse rate or whatever was 170....and as much as i took me definately could have killed me. My parents crack down on everything I do so i cant do much, so i either want more coke or just to end it. I almost rather just end it, i want too...tonight i think i am. i dont wanna keep living it just fucking sucks.

By coke you mean cocaine? It's not worth killing yourself just because of some drug. Did your parents found out what you were using? Do you think you are really addictive to the drug? (by that I mean like you go "crazy" if you don't get it).
Don't try to attempt suicide. It won't solve anything. It will probably make your family or friends life hell. Not worth it.

[Spook]

Abyss is right. You aren't worth a drug, and killing yourself isn't going to solve anything. You can get help for your addiction, you don't have to do it alone. Feel free to PM me if you ever need to talk. ~Caitlin

[music is my soul]

dude wait a minute. wats hurting u so much that u want to end everything right now? is it school? stuff at home? wat evers going on isnt the end of the world its just a bump in the road. everyone has their hard times lik your going through now. it may seem that yours is worse than everyone elses but the truth is your going through wat a lot of people r going through. it may not be the same thing that im going through or that the next person is going through but someone is suffering through the same things as you. do u want to end it now and let more people go with you or do u want to makeit through these hard times and help the next person through with wat your going through now. do you want to be "that guy who gave up" or "that guy who helped me through my hard times". its your choice. no one can really stop you. it all comes down to if you want to fight through it or just give up and leave the rest of us behind with even more broken hearts. lik i said its your choice.

im here if you ever want to talk.

[Raiders]

fuck it I dont want it anymore, i dont wanna keep on going. im going to try and get some more, take enough to kill, and fuckin slit my wrists. This is it, im serious. The third times a charm. Im fucking gone

[Dack]

Dude, no, nothing is worth ending your life over..it would only be hurting the people you love. I don't know much about this kind of thing but there is one thing I do know:
You are worth it. It may not seem like it now..but it is true. Later on in your life you will realize that there IS something you were born to do. I just hope you make the right choice to get there.

[Raiders]

Inside me, here. theres nothing. Like you just dont understand i dont wanna live

[Syvelocin]

Cutting and Self-harm :arrow: Depression, Loss, and Grief

[itz reckless]

You shouldnt...ive been through what youre going through. Ive thought of suicide. Ive started smoking weed but yet everybody does it anyway. I couldve ended my life when i was home alone so many times. But i didnt. I realised that offing yourself is only a permanent answer to a small or whatever problem. You just need support from friends...being all depressed doesnt help and makes people put you down even more...so dont end it all...hOpefully the problems will go away

[Roses_Are_Yellow]

If you don't mind me asking, what's bothering you so much that you want to end it? Please think this over, okay? Just think how hurt the people you love would be, if you did this. What ever it is, it's not worth taking your own life away. I feel like such a hypocrite for saying this, when I've almsot given up.

But just think about the life your going to give up. The future family you'll give up if you do this.

Feel free to PM me if you want to talk.

[Dack]

Inside me, here. theres nothing. Like you just dont understand i dont wanna live

What you don't understand is there IS a light at the end of tunnel. you just need to wait for it. You need to wait, wait for the light to breathe into, you just need to give it time to do it's work. It will get better, trust me. I promise this to you.

[Raiders]

Im just dont okay! I dont know why i feel like this but i do! And its happenening, fuck this world

[Roses_Are_Yellow]

Im just dont okay! I dont know why i feel like this but i do! And its happenening, fuck this world

I understand what you mean. Most of the time when I want to end it, I don't know exactly why I want to end it. Just take some time to breathe, and calm down before you do anything that may affect your self, and others.

[justmehere]

i understand you're having a rough time but what exactly is killing yourself going to do? what about your family and friends? i'm sure it'll hurt them a lot. and what if this is just a rough patch,and good times are just around the corner? if you give up now you'll miss those good times :(

[Dack]

Stop trying to help him. He wants to die, let him die. Then he'll know if he's right and think no one cares about him. He's still wrong, but at least he'll know the truth.

We know the truth. We care about him.

[davisbr2]

if it seems right end remember we all care

[Nancy Boy]

you cant stop helping someone, he wouldnt have posted anything if he didnt want help. Think about all the truly great musicians weve lost in the past 30 years,,,Cocaine is some bad stuff.... And how old are you anyway? Kinda young? -_-

[Ryunosuke]

I Agree With Dumb, And Yeah Man How Old Are You? I'm 16 And I Never Tried It....

[Nancy Boy]

Don't forget GREAT actors. ChrisFarley <3