I just need someone to talk to...

[Raiders]

I feel depressed and get the urge to hurt myself a lot...I feel depressed a lot. There complex feelings...and I just want someone to talk to. No one around here understands. I've tried suicide twice, and talked about it a third. I've been hospitalized and have cut a lot...they told me im bipolar, my mood changes are tremendous. But like i said, i just want someone to talk to. i hate feeling lonely and dont want to do anything stupid tonight :/

[Syvelocin]

A lot of people around here understand where you are right now, and a lot of members would gladly talk to you, including the Psych Ward staff who you can PM instead if you don't want to use VMs where all members can read it.

I'm bipolar as well, I was diagnosed with it the first time I was in the hospital (I go there annually now it seems, sometimes more frequently than that). So even though they might not understand you, I and many other members on VT would be able to relate much better (I get how doctors can be. You wonder why they even got into this field in the first place...)

Hope you feel better hun.

[Raiders]

Thank you, it means a lot. :) it doesnt really matter who I talk to, just anyone whos cool and understand, and nice ya know? so again thanks a lot, its a huge pain hiding this side of me from almost everyone I know and I appreciate it! i feel crazy sometimes...haha

Oh, forgot to mention im from a town where this kinda stuff isnt really accepted or taken well, so no one really knows this about me. Small town, hick town, football players the popular guys, which I am, so I cant express that much because im scared of what people will think. So you guys are sorta an outlet for me :)

Please don't double post, use the edit button to add things to your posts. - Georgiamay.

[FullyAlive]

Well it's great that you can come on here and tell us this. You'll find a lot of people on here willing to talk to you. I understand what it's like having no one to talk to in the real world which is why I'm so glad I have my friends from vt.
You'll be fine, we are all here to support you :hug:

[Raiders]

Again thank you :) and everyone :D im so up and down its crazy...but its nice talking to people that understand. So thank you :)

[TheSleepingInsomniac]

i am In the same situation as you if you need to talk i can pm you my email

[georgiamay]

Like everyone else has said, everyone here understands.

My mum has bipolar aswell, and I've seen what that did to her, so although I might not understand it through first hand experience, I have lived with it. She's on medication now, and her moods are pretty stable most of the time.

Sometimes just having someone to talk to can be enough to stop you feeling lonely, especially when they understand what you're going through. All of us here would be glad to talk to you at anytime. You can PM any of the psych ward staff including myself, or VM any other members.

Welcome to VT. :)

[Raiders]

Thanks, again. Thats why I came back here, I use to come on here in junior high, and since this bipolar thing has developed in the last year or so I remembered what help everyone on here can be.