God so help me mother i will fucking die!!!!!!!!!!!!

[lenny774]

Mom, you dont fucking get it. I hate who i am. You dont fucking know what its like to be gay and a former cutter, and above that have to hide it, and even above that have people make jokes about those kinds of things right in front of you. The fact that your denying me going to a glbt meeting because of a stupid fucking little test pisses me off!!!!!!!! If i dont fucking come into contact with another gay guy in the next few days imma fucking die quite literally! I love my straight friends, but i need the company of others like me, others who actually know the pain i feel. I just wish you would stop being a little bitch and see that your hurting me really badly by denying me for the fucking 4th week in a row!

[Spook]

Woah woah...slow down here. First of all, I don't think it is exactly appropriate to call your mom a "bitch." She didn't want you to go to your meeting because of a test, meaning she wanted you to study and do your best on it, so she obviously cares for you. As for being gay, you didn't say anything about her not liking the fact that you were gay...and it sounded like you were blaming her for something.

I understand where you're coming from, though. I suggest you take a few moments to calm down, then maybe go study. Sulking isn't going to help anything.

[lenny774]

When i first came out to her, her and my dad both yelled at me, and she has tried to get me to date girls periodically. my dad still acts like a jerk. and the entire reason i failed is because ive been going so insane because i havent been to lgbt or around anyone who understands me for the past 4 weeks. the only person who gets me is my friend kolton