ahhh ><

[LittleEpidemic]

I took loads of pills 3hours ago and im shaking and i dont want to die anymore
i feel really sick and out of breath
i dont want to tell anyone
help ><

[Spook]

YOU NEED TO CALL 911 IMMEDIATELY. This is a very dangerous situation! You could die from an overdose of pills. Dont try to aid yourself alone!! Call the Ambulance!

[georgiamay]

Hun, you really need to tell someone.
I know it's going to be hard, but if you don't want to die, you're going to have to.
How many did you take?
:hug:

[LittleEpidemic]

I don't know i really cant remember
like... 2 sheets of stomach tablets, 8 paracetamols some ibuprofen....
ughh i cant tell anyone >< im the smiley one i cant let anyone know what im really like
i cant let my grandparents down, im the perfect one
i cant let my parents know, they dont trust me enough as it is

[MacMilker]

Listen to everyone, you have to tell them,
You know they would all rather see you recover from depression than die..
I'm serious so is everyone else, get help, now.

[LittleEpidemic]

I think imma write a note, try to sleep and see if I wake up or not..

[MacMilker]

I think imma write a note, try to sleep and see if I wake up or not..

How about you just tell someone?

[Spook]

I don't know i really cant remember
like... 2 sheets of stomach tablets, 8 paracetamols some ibuprofen....
ughh i cant tell anyone >< im the smiley one i cant let anyone know what im really like
i cant let my grandparents down, im the perfect one
i cant let my parents know, they dont trust me enough as it is

Well how do you think they would feel if you were gone in the morning? :(

[georgiamay]

Please, if you don't want to let your grandparents down, tell someone and get some help.
They'd rather see you asking for help than dead, anyone would.
Please, tell someone. The amount that you say you've taken is an awful lot, you need to get to a hospital.

[LittleEpidemic]

I just cant >< im not brave enough
If im gone in the morning... Well i dont know but I wont be there and theyll get over it...

[georgiamay]

theyll get over it...

No they won't.

[LittleEpidemic]

All my life i've been the least favourite daughter, its been made quite clear. Theyll get over it.

[georgiamay]

How do you know that?
You'll never know until you're dead how they'd react, and it's not worth it. What if they don't get over it? They'd be filled with guilt for the rest of their lives for not noticing a problem.

Either way, they'll find out. If you get help, you'll live, and they might find out. If you don't get help, you'll die, and they will find out.

Maybe it'd be better for you to have the oppertunity to explain yourself rather than leaving it for someone else to do. It's not worth it, it's a permanent solution to a problem that's only temporary. Whatever it is you're feeling now, it's temporary, it will get better.

[Fiction]

Emma, I know this situation is scary. I've been in this situation to. You have to tell someone. Now you've done it you have to tell someone. At least if you go to the hospital you will get follow up care too, and things might start to get better for you.

[LittleEpidemic]

Im alright I puked twice in the night but I still dont feel great, im gonna try and get off school and then i'll sleep it off. No harm done x

[Fiction]

You don't know that no harm is done. There could be serious internal damage. Keep an eye on things and if you continue to feel ill go to a doctor.

[Spook]

Fiction's right. You could still have internal damage from the overdose.
If you threw up, some of the medicine might be out of your system.
If your sickness gets worse, however, you need to contact a doctor.
I hope you feel better.
PM me if you want to talk. :)
Im here for you.

[LittleEpidemic]

Okay I stayed off school and felt awful for most of the day, like i was drunk but 10x worse. But I would say I'm almost 100percent again. Thanks for your concern guys (: xx

[Fiction]

That was exactly how I felt after my first overdose a few years ago, although be fair I was drunk. I didn't have any internal damage though. Just keep an eye on things ok Emma? And anything strange go to a doctor.