I'm gonna fucking do it

[CantLiveWithoutYou]

I have nothing to live for. I'm going to fucking kill myself. There's no reason to live anymore everyone hates me.

[Fiction]

There's always a reason to live. There's always the future. You don't want to live in the situation you are in right now, but that situation will change. You're 15, you have so many things ahead of you. Things that will change your situation and maybe make it better. One day you will look back and be glad you didn't do it. You just have to be patient and wait for that day to come. Whatever bad feelings you go through now will only make you stronger and turn you into who you are going to become. Remember that. It helps to keep me alive. Carrying on going is going to improve you as a person. All you have to do is stay alive.

[Noooooooooo]

Not everyone hates you. I'm sure there are people who care about you. There always are.
There is a reason to live for. Trust me. Sooner or later it will show itself!
If you kill yourself you'll make your family's (or friend's) lives upside down. There are people who care about you.
It's not worth it.
You won't fix anything if you kill yourself. Things will get better sooner or later.

[CantLiveWithoutYou]

I go to a school where everyone's an asshole to everyone(I'm part of everyone BTW just in case you didn't know...). My parents won't let me transfer even to a school with better test scores and where my only friend moved to, even if that school was just as bad he'd make it worth it. But no, I have to stay here because my parents are stupid fucks. I should kill myself to prove a fucking point to them.

[Andymoto377]

Hey man your only 15 and there is so much live has to offer. My sisters are 25 & 21 and they always tell me that the four years after high school are so much better then the years during high school. Just relax I know the bad in life seems to out weigh the good but you need to think of the good everyone in the world has at least one person that loves and cars about them hang in there man.

I go to a school where everyone's an asshole to everyone(I'm part of everyone BTW just in case you didn't know...). My parents won't let me transfer even to a school with better test scores and where my only friend moved to, even if that school was just as bad he'd make it worth it. But no, I have to stay here because my parents are stupid fucks. I should kill myself to prove a fucking point to them.

what point will you prove you'll be dead you can't prove a point while your dead. As shitty as your school is you should be pretty late in the year maybe you can finish out the do awsome and then talk to your parent about going to the new school next year.
Please do not double post, use the edit button- Fiction

[Portable Desert]

All you will be doing is hurting everyone that has ever loved you, which, believe it or not, IS ALOT OF PEOPLE.

[Noooooooooo]

I go to a school where everyone's an asshole to everyone(I'm part of everyone BTW just in case you didn't know...). My parents won't let me transfer even to a school with better test scores and where my only friend moved to, even if that school was just as bad he'd make it worth it. But no, I have to stay here because my parents are stupid fucks. I should kill myself to prove a fucking point to them.

I was in the same place - my previous school was filled with bully's. I talked to my family about it but they didn't care. The only way for me to get transferred to another school was to get expelled which was hard. My plan was not to go to school for 1 month. I did that. 1 month later teachers phoned my mum and told her that I am to be expelled if I don't go to school in the next 2 days. I didn't do that and I got expelled. After that I went to the school which I wanted to be in.
^ that is the hard way to fix things and it might have ''side effects'' like your parents getting really angry at you and raging a lot. I don't really advice to you what I did- not the best idea.

Did you try talking to a teacher about your problems? Talk to a school counselor? Tell anyone and let them explain to your parrents how bad the situation is.

[music is my soul]

obveously people care for you look at all these posts. do you really think we would all be doing this if we didnt care for you. when your time comes your time comes. just slow down a little and look at all the good things around you. i know you dont think there any but when you stop and think theres alot.

here to talk any time.

[CantLiveWithoutYou]

I was in the same place - my previous school was filled with bully's. I talked to my family about it but they didn't care. The only way for me to get transferred to another school was to get expelled which was hard. My plan was not to go to school for 1 month. I did that. 1 month later teachers phoned my mum and told her that I am to be expelled if I don't go to school in the next 2 days. I didn't do that and I got expelled. After that I went to the school which I wanted to be in.
^ that is the hard way to fix things and it might have ''side effects'' like your parents getting really angry at you and raging a lot. I don't really advice to you what I did- not the best idea.

Did you try talking to a teacher about your problems? Talk to a school counselor? Tell anyone and let them explain to your parrents how bad the situation is.
That's a fucking great idea. I'm going to tell my mom right now, "I'll give you 3 options, keep me in this school and let me kill myself, switch schools and I won't need suicide watch or need to get expelled, or I just go scream fuck you at the principle and punch him and get expelled so you have to make me go to a different school"
I like the way you think :)

[The Madman]

Sorry to be blunt, i dont mean it in a bad way :

If you were really going to kill yourself you a. wouldnt have posted here and b. would already be dead.

Sorry had to say it.

-

Sure people hate you, its life, what you don't do is let it get to you, you ignore them, hitch up your trousers and get on with life. Thats what you do.

[MacMilker]

Sorry to be blunt, i dont mean it in a bad way :

If you were really going to kill yourself you a. wouldnt have posted here and b. would already be dead.

Sorry had to say it.

-

Sure people hate you, its life, what you don't do is let it get to you, you ignore them, hitch up your trousers and get on with life. Thats what you do.

Sorry to be blunt, but you should never think someone does something just for attention, there are a lot of people who post statuses about committing suicide, and the ones who take it as a joke, are the ones who make them hurt more.
Whether or not this wasn't 100% accurate, its not your place to judge, people don't talk about suicide or make a cry out for help unless they have at least once considered it in their life.
whether this is a vent a rant or a plead for help, it is out job on this site as a whole to not support suicide, and support for living for tomorrow.

[Noooooooooo]

or I just go scream fuck you at the principle and punch him and get expelled so you have to make me go to a different school"


Not a good idea - I've seen a principal beating the shit out of a kid for just staring at him with the wrong expression.

[CantLiveWithoutYou]

Yeah well our principle is a pussy and I want to die anyway so... win win

[CantLiveWithoutYou]

Well that didn't work and now people hate me more. I cut myself and it made me feel better. I think I'll keep doing that. I know you'll tell me not to but unless I see a good reason I'm just going to keep doing it. Everyone hates me, I cut myself, I feel better for a few minutes, then I go back to thinking of how to kill myself in the least painful way. Overdose on opiates sounds good.

[Nancy Boy]

Sorry to be blunt, but you should never think someone does something just for attention, there are a lot of people who post statuses about committing suicide, and the ones who take it as a joke, are the ones who make them hurt more.
Whether or not this wasn't 100% accurate, its not your place to judge, people don't talk about suicide or make a cry out for help unless they have at least once considered it in their life.
whether this is a vent a rant or a plead for help, it is out job on this site as a whole to not support suicide, and support for living for tomorrow.

Youtellembroski.

-STOP-
Before you kill yourself, think about the amazingly beautiful *priveledge* you have, that is known as life. You're only 15. Do you know how devastated your family would be? Your friends? Acquaintances? I have family members, on my Dads side, that have lost 2 people from their family. I don't know if you have siblings or not, but my cousins lost their big brother. Their mentor, he was in his 20's. Then a few years ago, their mother. DO you have any fucking idea how SAD it is having a wedding one month, then the next a fucking funeral? Loss is horrid. We are all human. Someone has to be there for you. Help you. Go to your favorite teacher if you cant talk to your principal.

What im trying to say is, not everyone hates you. Go to a friend. Give them a hug. Tell them everything; Tell them what you are considering. They will give you a shoulder to cry on and a hand to hold. Please. Just stop being so arrogant and listen to these people. Please. <3

[CantLiveWithoutYou]

My parents don't care about me. My dad's too messed up on medications and my mom is busy saving money to waste on some shitty stuff no one wants or needs. No one cares about me, I don't have any friends to care about me. Grandparents dead, all other extended family is either dead or lives somewhere where no one knows that it even exists.. No one would care if I died.

[Noooooooooo]

My parents don't care about me. My dad's too messed up on medications and my mom is busy saving money to waste on some shitty stuff no one wants or needs. No one cares about me, I don't have any friends to care about me. Grandparents dead, all other extended family is either dead or lives somewhere where no one knows that it even exists.. No one would care if I died.

TBH I'm in the same place.



Go to a friend. Give them a hug. Tell them everything; Tell them what you are considering. They will give you a shoulder to cry on and a hand to hold. Please. Just stop being so arrogant and listen to these people. Please. <3

^ You could try that. I'm thinking of doing what he said.

[Nancy Boy]

listen. IF THEY ARE YOUR FRIEND, THEY CARE. GO TO ANY PERSON. A CASHIER AT WALMART WOULD CARE. (XD) TELL THEM YOURE GOING TO KILL YOURSELF, AND THEY WILL CARE. WILLLLLLLLL!!!! BEING HUMAN IS CARING FOR AND LOVING ONE ANOTHER. WE ARE ALL STUCK ON THIS HELLHOLE PLANET TOGETHER....!
HELL, I CARE AND I DONT EVEN KNOW YOU!
and thanks Abyss(: *hugs*

[Noooooooooo]

Just do it coward. If you really wanted to die, you would have done it by now. There are billions of people around the world starving to death, yet they don't kill themselves. Get over your drama-ridden life and be a productive member of society...

And how are you so sure that some of them dont kill themselves? ^ Just random logic...? There are different people with different type of thinking and different type of emotions. You can't be sure about thing like that, mate. And that which you wrote was just awful =/

[MacMilker]

Just do it coward. If you really wanted to die, you would have done it by now. There are billions of people around the world starving to death, yet they don't kill themselves. Get over your drama-ridden life and be a productive member of society...

honestly I'm just going to say what I said earlier because its the perfect response to your disgusting comment.

"Sorry to be blunt, but you should never think someone does something just for attention, there are a lot of people who post statuses about committing suicide, and the ones who take it as a joke, are the ones who make them hurt more.
Whether or not this wasn't 100% accurate, its not your place to judge, people don't talk about suicide or make a cry out for help unless they have at least once considered it in their life.
whether this is a vent a rant or a plead for help, it is out job on this site as a whole to not support suicide, and support for living for tomorrow."

[1_21Guns]

Okay, so, everyone hates you, but 7 people who don't even know you replied to this thread trying to offer you a helping hand.
There's nothing to live for, but you're only 15, you're nearly free from that horrible school, fuck anyone that tries to pull you back and tell you you're not worth it, they don't know anything.
I've tried killing myself before now, it's actually a lot harder than it sounds, all those last minute doubts and then what you do just never seems enough, and even though I never got caught out, you don't want your parents to catch you when you fail. That's.. messy to say the least, you have so much to live for, you just can't see it yet.
Death fixes nothing, as others have said. It hurts everyone around you, yeah, your parents might seem to not care now, but a child dead through suicide will make them feel like the biggest failure they could make. They do care, and they do love you. People have funny ways of showing things.
You don't want to die at all, you want the pain to stop. Slipping into that never ending sleep never stops the pain hurting, the only way to stop it is to face it and wait for it to get better.
Don't do it, it's not worth it, trust me.
:hug3:

and while I'm here, I'mSoFriginEmo, if I catch you making anymore remarks like that there will be consequences.

[Dack]

Look, I care. We care. Were your friends. Say FUCK YOu to the world. The world will work itself out.

Promise us you won't do it, and well help you through this. We can do it. You have the power.

[RAWWR]

Listen, I've gotten all of you losers figured out. You all live in suburbia, with two parents and maybe a few younger siblings. You all claim to be Democrats and Liberals, and maybe even Communists when you don't know anything about politics or or how life works for that matter. Teenagers all try to strive for the ideal situation, which you will learn in life does not work. You all claim to be bi-sexual, which is obviously a euphemism for an attention-whore. You all also claim to have some sort of mental illness, whether it be depression, schizophrenia, and the non-existing DID. Yea right, do you realize how rare those cases are? You all do have a good case of I-Have-No-Idea-What-The-Hell-I'm-Talking-About Syndrome. Go take AP Psychology and tell me you have all these problems. Oh, let's not forget the oh-so-dramatic story of how your parents forced religion on you, so now you're all Atheists.

I know your kind. I could ramble on for 100 pages about all of this stuff. Personally, I see one less of you in the world as a gift. If this is the future of the world I'm frightened...
To the OP-Fuck killing yourself. Go kill him ^^ -.-

[Dunce]

You have a future in front of you. School wont last forever, if you're old enough to come on here you surely dont have many years left in school. Killing yourself to prove a point to your parents is pointless. You'll be dead and you wont be around to say 'I told you so'. Plus, you're parents wont care if you were right or wrong because you'll be dead, and that will ruin their lives, they love you. If you're having a shit time then things can only get better. I know how it feels to think that things will never change or you'll never be happy, but things do change. You should find someone you can talk to, just to lighten the load, it really does help. You have SO much to live for, no matter what you or anyone else thinks.

[Noooooooooo]

Listen, I've gotten all of you losers figured out. You all live in suburbia, with two parents and maybe a few younger siblings. You all claim to be Democrats and Liberals, and maybe even Communists when you don't know anything about politics or or how life works for that matter. Teenagers all try to strive for the ideal situation, which you will learn in life does not work. You all claim to be bi-sexual, which is obviously a euphemism for an attention-whore. You all also claim to have some sort of mental illness, whether it be depression, schizophrenia, and the non-existing DID. Yea right, do you realize how rare those cases are? You all do have a good case of I-Have-No-Idea-What-The-Hell-I'm-Talking-About Syndrome. Go take AP Psychology and tell me you have all these problems. Oh, let's not forget the oh-so-dramatic story of how your parents forced religion on you, so now you're all Atheists.

I know your kind. I could ramble on for 100 pages about all of this stuff. Personally, I see one less of you in the world as a gift. If this is the future of the world I'm frightened...

You're either a troll or you are just retarded... or both.

[Dunce]

Listen, I've gotten all of you losers figured out. You all live in suburbia, with two parents and maybe a few younger siblings. You all claim to be Democrats and Liberals, and maybe even Communists when you don't know anything about politics or or how life works for that matter. Teenagers all try to strive for the ideal situation, which you will learn in life does not work. You all claim to be bi-sexual, which is obviously a euphemism for an attention-whore. You all also claim to have some sort of mental illness, whether it be depression, schizophrenia, and the non-existing DID. Yea right, do you realize how rare those cases are? You all do have a good case of I-Have-No-Idea-What-The-Hell-I'm-Talking-About Syndrome. Go take AP Psychology and tell me you have all these problems. Oh, let's not forget the oh-so-dramatic story of how your parents forced religion on you, so now you're all Atheists.

I know your kind. I could ramble on for 100 pages about all of this stuff. Personally, I see one less of you in the world as a gift. If this is the future of the world I'm frightened...

Seriously? TROOOOOOOOOLLL :) You sure like to generalize don't you? Can I ask what age you are? Because if you're over the age of 12 you're awfully dim. Just saying. So, you think any teenager with depression, schizophrenia or any personality disorder is just craving attention? You know how fucking lame that is? Mental illnesses arent actually rare.. -.- .. and thats how I know you're bullshitting ;)

[Triceratops]

I go to a school where everyone's an asshole to everyone(I'm part of everyone BTW just in case you didn't know...). My parents won't let me transfer even to a school with better test scores and where my only friend moved to, even if that school was just as bad he'd make it worth it. But no, I have to stay here because my parents are stupid fucks. I should kill myself to prove a fucking point to them.

That's a fucking great idea. I'm going to tell my mom right now, "I'll give you 3 options, keep me in this school and let me kill myself, switch schools and I won't need suicide watch or need to get expelled, or I just go scream fuck you at the principle and punch him and get expelled so you have to make me go to a different school"
I like the way you think :)

Well that didn't work and now people hate me more. I cut myself and it made me feel better. I think I'll keep doing that. I know you'll tell me not to but unless I see a good reason I'm just going to keep doing it. Everyone hates me, I cut myself, I feel better for a few minutes, then I go back to thinking of how to kill myself in the least painful way. Overdose on opiates sounds good.

I suggest you te-read all of what you've just put and have a think about how much of a moron you sound.

If everyone started to kill themselves over school, there wouldn't be much of us left. Giving up your life because "everyone is an asshole at school" just conveys weakness and patheticness. I've always absolutely hated everything about my school. The obnoxious, judgemental, ignorant and nasty teachers and students made me sick. The general atmosphere of school just made me anxious. All of my high school years I have had my own fucking hellish nightmare going on in my personal life, and showing myself at school each day did nothing for the dreadful mental state I was (and still am) in.

You're still really young, so you'll think you've got everything worked out and that everything feels as if it's going to last forever. All I can say is that in a few years down the line things will be a hell of a lot different to what that they are now. School seems like an eternity but before you know you'll be rid of it for good. You will not be stuck in a shitty fucking school for the rest of your life. There is simply no other solution to your problem other than to get a grip and face the fact that school isn't perfect and can be unpleasant. Even if you're being seriously abused or bullied, that is still no reason to kill yourself. You can get it sorted out. Unless you're being verbally tormented, physically beaten or sexually abused all the time, then you don't have anything particularly necessary to be complaining about that others around you aren't experiencing.

So get over yourself and grow up.

[RAWWR]

I suggest you te-read all of what you've just put and have a think about how much of a moron you sound.

If everyone started to kill themselves over school, there wouldn't be much of us left. Giving up your life because "everyone is an asshole at school" just conveys weakness and patheticness. I've always absolutely hated everything about my school. The obnoxious, judgemental, ignorant and nasty teachers and students made me sick. The general atmosphere of school just made me anxious. All of my high school years I have had my own fucking hellish nightmare going on in my personal life, and showing myself at school each day did nothing for the dreadful mental state I was (and still am) in.

You're still really young, so you'll think you've got everything worked out and that everything feels as if it's going to last forever. All I can say is that in a few years down the line things will be a hell of a lot different to what that they are now. School seems like an eternity but before you know you'll be rid of it for good. You will not be stuck in a shitty fucking school for the rest of your life. There is simply no other solution to your problem other than to get a grip and face the fact that school isn't perfect and can be unpleasant. Even if you're being seriously abused or bullied, that is still no reason to kill yourself. You can get it sorted out. Unless you're being verbally tormented, physically beaten or sexually abused all the time, then you don't have anything particularly necessary to be complaining about that others around you aren't experiencing.

So get over yourself and grow up.

You also might need a lesson in compassion and mental health issues.
Let me explain some stuff.
This is called the Biosocial model, it's a triangle with 3 points, these points demonstrate how people might get to this point in their lives.
1: Life events. Even if that is 'just' bullying. How do you know what that bullying is? And some people are more sensitive than others.
2:Biological factors. If any of his family have MH issues it's more likley that he will have them.
And 3. (The important one here) INVALIDATING ENVIROMENT! You telling him to grow up and get over himself isn't gonna help at all. It's just gonna heighten his sense of worthlesness and make him feel more pathetic and therefore more likley to harm himself.
Maybe you should learn to care a bit more.
To the OP-listen hun, I completley understand that feeling, honestly I do, but It WILL get better. It might take days, weeks, months or years, but in the end you will feel good, and be happy that you got through this point in your life. You will have more experience and compassion, and a good understanding of peoples feelings. Maybe one day you can help someone in your position. Work hard in school, ignore the bullys, as much as it hurts, you can get through it. Spend all your time in lessons or in the library studying, get good GCSE's and then A-levels, and go off to uni. You hate the life you have now, so make the most of it and make a better life.
Feel free to PM me if you ever need anymore help hun.Xx

[Triceratops]

You also might need a lesson in compassion and mental health issues.

Me? A lesson in mental health issues? LOL. You really have no idea who I actually am.

Let me explain some stuff.
This is called the Biosocial model, it's a triangle with 3 points, these points demonstrate how people might get to this point in their lives.
1: Life events. Even if that is 'just' bullying. How do you know what that bullying is? And some people are more sensitive than others.
2:Biological factors. If any of his family have MH issues it's more likley that he will have them.

I do know what a biosocial model is. Thank you for this very informative lesson on something I already know about you overly intelligent human being.

And 3. (The important one here) INVALIDATING ENVIROMENT! You telling him to grow up and get over himself isn't gonna help at all. It's just gonna heighten his sense of worthlesness and make him feel more pathetic and therefore more likley to harm himself.

Wrong.

Unlike the vast majority of people in this thread, I'm not giving him the sugar-coated bullshit most attention whores want to hear. I am a firm believer in the fact that offering someone the harsh, blunt and raw truth sinks in a lot deeper than a bunch of pity smothered in fairy dust. Therefore making it effective. It may hurt at first, but they'll be a lot better off later on.

The people that gave me the most brutal advice in real life were the ones who probably had the best impact on me. If it weren't for them, I wouldn't be where I am right now. I would still be the pathetic, weak and fragile train wreck I used to be. Later down the line, it's a lot more use than a few sympathetic "Oh honey everything will be okay stay strong!! *hug hug* <33" posts.

I used to be an extremely sensitive and vulnerable person, and being sensitive about everything just makes your life even harder. You have the ability to change the bad aspects of yourself, so why not try and do so. I did it. It is manageable.

Maybe you should learn to care a bit more.

I'm not an uncaring person. I just know when I should care and when I shouldn't.

[MacMilker]

You all claim to be bi-sexual, which is obviously a euphemism for an attention-whore.

I know your kind. I could ramble on for 100 pages about all of this stuff. Personally, I see one less of you in the world as a gift. If this is the future of the world I'm frightened...

Honestly, there are so many of us on here who would wish away who we are because we are bi.
You know how hard it is liking guys who won't like you back because they are most likely heterosexual? Its hell. And to say we get ridiculed day by day for who we are because we chose to admit something about us that is still widely not excepted for the attention just disgusts me.

You my friend, need a reality check. Go out and get to know some real people and then come back and tell me you still believe what you just said there.




Unlike the vast majority of people in this thread, I'm not giving him the sugar-coated bullshit most attention whores want to hear. I am a firm believer in the fact that offering someone the harsh, blunt and raw truth sinks in a lot deeper than a bunch of pity smothered in fairy dust. Therefore making it effective. It may hurt at first, but they'll be a lot better off later on.

The people that gave me the most brutal advice in real life were the ones who probably had the best impact on me. If it weren't for them, I wouldn't be where I am right now. I would still be the pathetic, weak and fragile train wreck I used to be. Later down the line, it's a lot more use than a few sympathetic "Oh honey everything will be okay stay strong!! *hug hug* <33" posts.


The so-called "sugar coated bullshit" can help many people, years ago a girl in my town said she was going to kill herself on facebook, everyone commented saying what a joke this is, a couple of people yelled at her, a lot like you did in some ways, and she did end up killing herself.
Now you tell me that if she had an ounce more support she was going to do it?
Maybe a smack on the wrist and a little lesson about how "pathetic" and "weak" you were worked for you, but for the vast majority of people the support is what they need.
Sure people spew bullshit around because they do want attention, but thats a tell tale sign that they are lacking something in life, and like I said, giving them a well rounded lesson about how pathetic they may be and how "sugar-coated bullshit" isn't going to help them, might not work for them.
Your sense of judgement of when sympathy should and should not be used doesn't seem to be to spot on.
But thats just me.
If you think its bullshit that they're spreading around for the attention then don't comment on it, because its better to not say something that could be potentially more damaging to them, than to never say it at all.

Maybe you need a lesson on learning how different ways of communicating with people works in different ways for all the different people.

[1_21Guns]

I'm going to lock this if this carries on after this post, it's unnessasary and not helping anyone. Final warning, pack it in now. I don't overly want to start handing infractions out over it.

[CantLiveWithoutYou]

What the fuck just happened?

Anyway. I don't recall if I posted this earlier due to the shit storm and I'm not reading 50 walls of text... But I lost my best friend very recently. It's not just school. He was the only person I could ever count on for anything. After I lost him I couldn't go to school for a week and I had actually tied a noose during that week, ready to do it but one of my 2 'e-friends' emailed me something that at least stopped me for a little while. But I can't live without him, I could barely make it through a day before I met him. Then a year and a half later he was gone.

The whole fucking world is laughing at me. Everything reminds me of my past. Facebook suggests on the side that I look at someone's photo album titled "Great memories... 2010" or something. My mom says "Hey remember that one time last year...". I can't ignore any of it. No one and nothing will leave me alone.

[Nancy Boy]

:'( well then im sorry for being an ass up there, i know that i cant go one second without missing my best friend. He means the world to me, and i love him to death. Im sorry. PM me sometime. I could be your friend bro. :/

[Nilnoc]

Don't do it man. Millions of people get abused, starved, or threatened in other countries, bit very few of them kill themselves. Being scared of killing yourself is NOT cowardice, contrary to what some negative nellies have to say. However, killing yourself IS cowardly. Refusing to fight the good fight, refusing to face each day with hope.
I was close to your situation. I was sitting on a roof, 4 stories above a river, and thinking to myself "gosh, this would be so easy. Just a jump, aim my head down, and BAM!! It's over. You know why I didn't? Hope. Hope that one day, I could do something big. Maybe not huge, but important. Discover something important in the medical field, the space department, serve my country. Any one of those options were perfectly viable in my mind, and they still are. I'm a year younger than you, man. We've got our entire lives to live, we're barely out of the first chapter in the book of live, strike that, the saga of life. And what good is a saga that ends in the first part? Huh?
For all you know, chapter three, you become the president ( if your In the US) or a congressman. Dream big man, ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE!! You just have to keep swimming.


Just keep swimming.

[Josiah7]

You got your whole life ahead of you, life is tough at times but it keeps better. Stay strong an keep your head up - there are always people here to talk to. :)

[paul955]

You guys need to stop bitching with other forum posters on who's right about what and focus on helping this person.

Bottom line is, you feel really emotional right now and killing yourself seems like an option, but once you get back into your normal mindset you'll realize what a horrible decision it really is.

You need to calm down, take some deep breaths and calm your emotions down so you can get a clear mindset. If you can do that, you'll have a good mentality that will let you deal with the bullying/put it aside.

One reason they bully you is cause they see you as weak. You drop your emotions and build confidence, they'll leave you alone.

It's all about your head and how you deal with the situation.

[CantLiveWithoutYou]

Well right now all I'll promise you is I won't kill myself. I'll probably still SH and do other stuff to make everything better, but I guess you all have a good point, I won't kill myself.

[paul955]

Well right now all I'll promise you is I won't kill myself. I'll probably still SH and do other stuff to make everything better, but I guess you all have a good point, I won't kill myself.

Thanks, I don't know what Sh'ing is but I'd try and stop that in the future too.

[CantLiveWithoutYou]

SH=self harm: cutting, abusing drugs, etc.. It's the only way I can not kill myself.

[Nancy Boy]

<3 thank you.

[Mirage]

Please don't do it. This is not a good course of action. So many people would miss you, just think about it! Please! Do not do it.

[georgiamay]

Please don't bump old threads. :locked: