Feelings are back.

[Magenta]

I stepped on the scale and cringed. 116, down the drain. Back up to 126. God, I hate myself. My thighs are getting fat again and I may soon go to a uniform school where they have kilts. I can't stand seeing my legs like this. And all I do is eat! I eat when upset, when happy, when bored...

And I was getting better. I stopped starving myself. But I have to now. I have to.

[derkderpderp]

Hey, you dont have to starve yourself, you really dont, i know it feels like you do (im a recovering anorexic), but you really dont.
It feels like you do, but what you need to do is find different ways of eating? gosh that sounds weird, but i mean it worked for me and it may work for you, basically, i decided to eat huge meals, absolutely huge meals but twice a day? so i could say to myself 'oh look habib, youre skipping lunch' and id feel skinnier, because by the time id have my second meal id be hungry again, and id eat maybe a third of it, idk, its a bit of a psychological game?

If you think starving yourself is going to help we both know it really isnt, if you want to lose weight why not try a diet? instead of starving yourself? like the Atkins diet? i.e no carbohydrates, so your body burns your fat reserves and you can keep healthy eating anything apart from carbohydrates?
So you will still be healthy so to speak, and you will lose weight really really quickly?
Its just an idea, but much better than starving yourself?

PM me if you want to talk :D