I collapsed.

[insanity]

I am afraid I am actually mental. Like completely losing my mind now, Is it possible to be as mental as people get in movies? like shutter island for example...

last night I collapsed, I dont remember it, I just remember falling over then mum and dad helping me into bed. this is the first time ive collapsed, and im so scared about whats happening. what scares me most of the chance I might actually be losing my mind.

Apparently before I collapsed or fainted or whatever, I was asleep in the car cause we were coming home from somewhere. I woke up and started crying then I started laughing hysterically, no one could figure out what was wrong with me. Then I collapsed on my driveway, on the way to walking to the house. Im preety sure I didnt faint cause I was crying when dad found me on the drive way, apparently I was crying really loudly like little kids do.

I always cry at night, its normal for me. But this ^ Its to much for me now.

It was only on friday I had a reaction to my medication and had a break down in class now this. Im losing my mind.

has this happend to anyone else before? I dont know if its the medication thats screwed me up again, or if Im actually losing my mind. Im scared.

[Triceratops]

People who truly are going crazy don't know they're going crazy.

[Quick_Sylver]

Have you talked to your psychatrist about this? :hug:

[insanity]

Have you talked to your psychatrist about this? :hug:

yeah, mum called him this morning. I dont know what they talked about >.< everything seems to happen and I dont know whats happening, but I do know I am changing to a different medication...


People who truly are going crazy don't know they're going crazy.

so... If I think I might be going crazy, Im not crazy cause Im aware of it (: then that must be good. maybe Im not losing my mind.

[Triceratops]

so... If I think I might be going crazy, Im not crazy cause Im aware of it (: then that must be good. maybe Im not losing my mind.

Well I'm not saying that everything's completely fine (well, let's be honest, nothing if ever just "fine"), so if you're getting concerned then maybe it would be a good idea to seek some form of help. However, I don't think there is a severe issue here and that you should be worrying about it.

[Spook]

Don't be scared, I have gone through the same thing. I have gotten mental breakdowns and started crying and screaming hysterically. Talk to your parents and ask to go to your herapist so he can change your medication dosage or put you on a new one. Over time as teens grow, they need bigger amounts of medicine to control them (thats what happened to me). Hope it works out, Caitlin :D

[Nevermore]

I have that happened to me a few times in my past, it's scary. This was during horrible anxiety attacks where I felt I lost complete control. I felt like a little kid. Now, I think personally it's because of my DID, my little kid personality comes out and takes over, and when terribly anxious, can resort to the above^.
Now, crying every night is normal for me, but i'ts not normal. My suggestion bring it up to a psycologist, guidance counsler, doctor, or therapist. They can help you. It could be from the meds. I'm actually going through something similar now, not to that extent, more of a slowly losing control state. Good luck hun. <3