Myrnodin
March 18th, 2011, 01:09 PM
Well. This isn’t precisely an introduction since I came here a few months ago (and actually never introduced myself here) but recently I had a bit of trouble going on with me, so i really hadn’t had time to keep posting here. However things are back to normal now and Im back! :cool:
The things is I am not precisely a focused person, so i get distracted easily; not as in "I cant pay attention to my teachers" but as in "I can never finish an invention, just like DaVinci". Anyways, this time the problem was I got a spanking new computer :yeah:, so I spent about a month playing all those video games I hadnt played lately.
And then I fell in some sort of "OMG im wasting my life" crisis and frankly wanted to drop my "exccentric freelance writer" life and get that "normal boring psychologist" life everyone seems to like best.
The thing is, that while I was in mid-crisis, I read a blog of some writer girl who wants to be published too (and actually is about to be published), and she waited until she had finished her 7th novel before even showing that one to her sister, and that made me think a lot... Then I watched some anime, and hell anime has a lot of messages for us frustrated creative people. :rolleyes:
The thing is that I like who I am. I like the life I have. And I will fight for my dreams even if I had to use my "small-third-word-country-published book" to slap the executives of big, important editorials. I will be a writer, a BIG one, even if it has to be once Im dead.
So it all means im back in VT. ^^ Hehe. Thanks to anyone who read this far, it really means a lot to me.
Hell yeah!
Regards, Josh.
The things is I am not precisely a focused person, so i get distracted easily; not as in "I cant pay attention to my teachers" but as in "I can never finish an invention, just like DaVinci". Anyways, this time the problem was I got a spanking new computer :yeah:, so I spent about a month playing all those video games I hadnt played lately.
And then I fell in some sort of "OMG im wasting my life" crisis and frankly wanted to drop my "exccentric freelance writer" life and get that "normal boring psychologist" life everyone seems to like best.
The thing is, that while I was in mid-crisis, I read a blog of some writer girl who wants to be published too (and actually is about to be published), and she waited until she had finished her 7th novel before even showing that one to her sister, and that made me think a lot... Then I watched some anime, and hell anime has a lot of messages for us frustrated creative people. :rolleyes:
The thing is that I like who I am. I like the life I have. And I will fight for my dreams even if I had to use my "small-third-word-country-published book" to slap the executives of big, important editorials. I will be a writer, a BIG one, even if it has to be once Im dead.
So it all means im back in VT. ^^ Hehe. Thanks to anyone who read this far, it really means a lot to me.
Hell yeah!
Regards, Josh.