umm I like my best friend.....

[guyfromnowhere]

well I've felt this way about him for 5 years. I was 9. Yea I had sexual problems and anyway I rwally have always thought everything he does is beautiful. We've been friends. He and I are like brothers. Well I can't help out but I feel like it gets heavier this crush and every boy I date I always think of him. I always dream about him. I'm crazy madly in love with him it seems no matter what he'd do.The closer friends we are the more I wish we were together. Everyone at school thinks I'm gay but I deny them. I have a girlfriend. She's a great girl. Well anyway, my best friend thinks I'm straight despite the rumors. But sometimes he treats me like not just one of his buddies like he's attracted to me but holding back sometimes I feel that way. I don't know maybe it's just because my face is so round so I look girly and all that he's just attracted to what I look a little like or what? but I know he's traight he always talks about his gf and how they're inlove. I just feel like I love him too much like it going to be a trainwreck.

[StrongSilent]

As much as it hurts to say, you're going to have to get over him. Everyone has to go through this pain sooner or later in life, best to get it out of the way now.

[Davidd1995]

omg i am the same way iv had a cruch and i say im str8 but im not and i have a gf like this is no joke

[Virtual Guy]

You may have to just move on as much as that may hurt.

[Matt Matoran]

i am in the same boat as you are... i really like my best friend and we are very very close... we can touch each other anywhere without it being awkward and we wrestle a lot... i dont want to tell him that i like him... but i dont know what to do with all these emotions either... if you find any solution, be sure to let me know!

[StrongSilent]

You may have to just move on as much as that may hurt.

This.

[smitty35]

Well you could ignore it or tell him how you feel. Its all up to you.

[Lights]

Well you could ignore it or tell him how you feel. Its all up to you.

You clearly haven't felt love before then. People can't just 'ignore' their feelings.

I feel for you, man. I know it's a really difficult situation, and it has the potential to be upsetting, but there's not much you can change.
He's not my best friend, but I really really like a boy at the moment and have done for a while. He's straight... and he knows I'm gay, but nothing's ever really gonna happen; a hug at best.

The best thing to do is not to get overly down about it, and to just try and enjoy all the time you spend with him. And if/when he does find out about you, if he can't accept you, he's not your best friend in actual fact.

I know how you feel, and as everyone tells me, you've just got to be patient and wait for that special someone. This might be or not be the first time you've felt love like this, but it certainly won't be the last.