Roses_Are_Yellow
March 15th, 2011, 01:06 AM
He's on the phone with his girlfriend after we fought. Im supposed to be asleep, but im listening. I'm glad I stayed up though, because I got to hear what he thinks of me. He wished her kids were his kids instead. Am I really that bad? Am I really that horrible that he wished I wasn't his kid? I hate my self...
Who could blame him for not wanting me. I don't even want me, but im forced to be with myself...well...because I'm me....
Nobody wants me. Nobody wanted me in the first place. The only person who wanted me to be born was my mom, but she wanted me for selfish reasons.
I ruined his life, I ruined my moms life... I ruin everybody's life
Ok...that's my last rant about drama in my life,
From now on, i'll just talk about rainbows and unicorns.
Who could blame him for not wanting me. I don't even want me, but im forced to be with myself...well...because I'm me....
Nobody wants me. Nobody wanted me in the first place. The only person who wanted me to be born was my mom, but she wanted me for selfish reasons.
I ruined his life, I ruined my moms life... I ruin everybody's life
Ok...that's my last rant about drama in my life,
From now on, i'll just talk about rainbows and unicorns.