Share your first time story! :P

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Be it Your first crush, first kiss or first date, share anything! (oh, within rules)

What made you realise you were gay? How did it feel? Are you happy with how your life turned out afterwards?

Bet i make you nostalgic :)

[Liveoak]

Well, it was when I was in 10th grade. I became fast friends with a guy in one of my classes named John. Although we had gone to elementary and middle school together, our paths had never really crossed before. I didn't know what it was about him that made the friendship turn into a crush (for me, anyway), but it did. One time in class, I asked him to arm wrestle me just so I could get a chance to touch him for longer than I ever could before. When this happened, I got really excited, in a way that hard to hide. Let's just say it was fortunate that I had a long jacket on that day. Anyway, our friendship grew until one day he was over at my house. We were joking around and I asked him if he wanted to wrestle around on my parents bed. It took a bit of convincing, but we did end up in some very tempting angles together, but I didn't make any kind of move not knowing if he was really interested or not. So, the second or third time we did this, he got again got me very excited. The problem was this time he noticed, big time. After looking at me kinda strange, he basically bolted for the door and has since been (I think) going out of his way to avoid me for quite a while. I hope I didn't ruin the friendship over this, but it kinda looks that way. Long story short, he made me question my attraction to guys. I know very well that I was more than a little attracted to him and would have gladly done more if he was in any way willing. I guess, for now anyway, it's not going to happen with him.

[StrongSilent]

Well, it was when I was in 10th grade. I became fast friends with a guy in one of my classes named John. Although we had gone to elementary and middle school together, our paths had never really crossed before. I didn't know what it was about him that made the friendship turn into a crush (for me, anyway), but it did. One time in class, I asked him to arm wrestle me just so I could get a chance to touch him for longer than I ever could before. When this happened, I got really excited, in a way that hard to hide. Let's just say it was fortunate that I had a long jacket on that day. Anyway, our friendship grew until one day he was over at my house. We were joking around and I asked him if he wanted to wrestle around on my parents bed. It took a bit of convincing, but we did end up in some very tempting angles together, but I didn't make any kind of move not knowing if he was really interested or not. So, the second or third time we did this, he got again got me very excited. The problem was this time he noticed, big time. After looking at me kinda strange, he basically bolted for the door and has since been (I think) going out of his way to avoid me for quite a while. I hope I didn't ruin the friendship over this, but it kinda looks that way. Long story short, he made me question my attraction to guys. I know very well that I was more than a little attracted to him and would have gladly done more if he was in any way willing. I guess, for now anyway, it's not going to happen with him.

Ouch. Yeah, something happened with me kind of the same way.

[Liveoak]

Ouch. Yeah, something happened with me kind of the same way.

Yeah, it kinda still hurts for me, even though it happened more than 6 months ago. I wish I knew what to do now and if I should just try to blame it on hormones or sumthin...

[Matt Matoran]

Well, it was when I was in 10th grade. I became fast friends with a guy in one of my classes named John. Although we had gone to elementary and middle school together, our paths had never really crossed before. I didn't know what it was about him that made the friendship turn into a crush (for me, anyway), but it did. One time in class, I asked him to arm wrestle me just so I could get a chance to touch him for longer than I ever could before. When this happened, I got really excited, in a way that hard to hide. Let's just say it was fortunate that I had a long jacket on that day. Anyway, our friendship grew until one day he was over at my house. We were joking around and I asked him if he wanted to wrestle around on my parents bed. It took a bit of convincing, but we did end up in some very tempting angles together, but I didn't make any kind of move not knowing if he was really interested or not. So, the second or third time we did this, he got again got me very excited. The problem was this time he noticed, big time. After looking at me kinda strange, he basically bolted for the door and has since been (I think) going out of his way to avoid me for quite a while. I hope I didn't ruin the friendship over this, but it kinda looks that way. Long story short, he made me question my attraction to guys. I know very well that I was more than a little attracted to him and would have gladly done more if he was in any way willing. I guess, for now anyway, it's not going to happen with him.

This is exactly my story right now... Except when we wrestle he did notice and didn't say anything about it... I really like him, but I don't know where to go from here... It's really bothering me... My heart soars whenever I think about him...

[StrongSilent]

This is exactly my story right now... Except when we wrestle he did notice and didn't say anything about it... I really like him, but I don't know where to go from here... It's really bothering me... My heart soars whenever I think about him...

If he noticed, and his expression didn't even change, I would say that it might be safe to just bring it up. Some straight guys behave like Liveoak said, but others will keep wrestling, and say something about it or joke.

Since, as you said, your friend did neither...

[StrongSilent]

Yeah, it kinda still hurts for me, even though it happened more than 6 months ago. I wish I knew what to do now and if I should just try to blame it on hormones or sumthin...

Blame it on the A-a-a-a-alc... ok, no. Sorry.

[grstl]

My first time: I was about 12 and one white friend about 9 slept over and we played around. Or was it about the same time my 13 year old black friend and I tried on each other' clothes and undies, then felt off and sucked ( no cum). Both were about the same time. Then later a girl and I thought we were in love...and had a kid. Since....I had a crush on a guy where I work and he noticed...and showed off for me a lttle...then quit. My first reeally hot kiss was with a guy as well.

[INACTIVE_USER]

My first kiss was with a boy when I was 12. I was moving away the next day and it was my going-away present!! Wasn't very romantic but I was so young that i didn't care