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enjoying_my_insanity
March 12th, 2011, 08:08 PM
yesterday i got rid of my blade! my friend stopped at my house to 'drop off a CD' and i gave him my blade to get rid of it. we had it all planned out that id give it to him so i can hopefully stop cutting. i put inside a note thanking him for taking it from me and for listening to me when i needed him.

also i gave up self harm for lent...doubt itll happen cuz i was so close today adn wanted to cut so baddly but its worth a try!

idk why im posting this i guess im just proud of myself

love is louder
March 12th, 2011, 10:18 PM
Its definately something to be proud of!
well done for giving up your blade i know how hard that must have been
sometimes when i quite for a while im proud of myself but because noone knows about it i cant share my pride which kinda puts a downer on it :(
but its nice that youve shared it with us
well done!

StrongSilent
March 12th, 2011, 10:25 PM
Yeah. You took a big step! I am really happy for you =)

Quahog
March 13th, 2011, 01:40 AM
That is a good accomplishment. I am so proud of you for not giving in to the blades. I wish you good luck in your journey to quit. :)

FullyAlive
March 13th, 2011, 04:40 AM
Well done for getting rid of your blade, I can only imagine how hard that must of been. And giving up cutting for lent is a brilliant idea, I wish you well with it. Keep trying and good luck. :)

Weeping
March 13th, 2011, 05:11 AM
Keep this up! (:
And come on VT if you ever feel like falling back. <3
I still have my blades, and I haven't self-harmed in 13 months,
just never gotten rid of them.

enjoying_my_insanity
March 13th, 2011, 12:05 PM
thanks everyone! <3 its very hard to stop myself tho

georgiamay
March 13th, 2011, 12:46 PM
It will be hard, but getting rid of your blades is a huge step in the right direction. Well done!
That must have been hard, keep it up! :)

Weeping
March 13th, 2011, 04:34 PM
What Georgia said. And if you ever need to, don't hesitate to vm/pm me. <3

enjoying_my_insanity
March 13th, 2011, 08:14 PM
thanks guys and georgia it is very hard im kinda scared for where the future is heading with this =/