i almost did it. i need serious help

[thesphinx]

oh god, tonight i just about killed myself i just couldn't take the shit anymore and took a knife to my throat and i almost did it but i just couldn't my mom came in a freaked and uhhhhh i cant believe this, now they think im suicidal and uhhhhhhhh god this sucks~!!!!!!!!! everytime i hear myself say i have nothing to live for it makes me cry...
FUCK FUCK FUCK
I CANT STAND IT!!!!!!!
FUUUUCCCCKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!
i need serious help SERIOUSLY FAST before i do it again im getting this horrible urge!!!!!!


uhhhhhhk

[Maverick]

Talk to your parents, call a friend, go to whoever is near you. Remember suicide is a permanant solution to a temporary problem. Think of anyone that cares for you. Your parents, friends, teachers, family members. Think all the pain that would cause them if you were gone. Talk to somebody who can readilly help you. You can get though whatever is bothering you. Just talk to somebody. You will NOT regret it.

[terith]

Umm he's right,think of who will miss you. Now don't do that again!!!!! Because next time it could really happen. :( DON'T DO IT!!!! IT's not worth it

[TheWizard]

You need to see a mental doctor so he can get you on anti-depressants. The cure for your depression is only a pill away. Trust me I've been where you are except I took 70 sleeping pills one night and woke up from a coma three days later. Then I went to a mental hospital where I met my doctor. He got me on the right meds so I'm not suicidual anymore. I'm a schizo but its the same feelings as far as suicide goes.

[Bobby]

You need to go to your parents and tell them what is happening. Please don't kill yourself.