I just want to be friends...........

[Mr. Awesome]

Well i finally after 3 years tell her how i feel and thats the response, i just want to be friends. Well i just want to crawl into a hole until everything goes away.

People have tried to set us up and i wasnt ready, she got fraped the other day by a friend which bascially led to a message from me telling her how i feel. I know i should of done it in person but i was scared. She talked to me after and well ive already said.

I talked to her best friend tonight and i had to be sure she was rejecting me incase it ended badly and im still not sure, i hope it is. I havnt slept in two days because my mind is racing. The pain is killing me. I work with her and her sisters her best friend is in my class in college, but i know i need talk to her alone face to face and see exactly where we stand but i cant face it, ill be in tears.

To top it off im currently sorting out my mate and his girlfriends problems as well as college work and working (with her) to pay my college fees. I just want to go back in time and not be a chicken shit and take my chance when i had it. Anyone who has ever seen us together has said we should be together.

Sorry about this but i needed to get it out of my mind and i figured this was a good place because most likely no one i know will see it

[Blood]

To top it off im currently sorting out my mate and his girlfriends problems

You shouldn't be sorting out your friends problems. That's his job.

And the only thing I can say about the girl is that your should move on.

It's good to get things out but you shouldn't be seriously stressing over this. She said she just wants to be friends. Move on. Hopefully you'll find another girl.

[Donkey]

Fuck it man, it's shit to say but in life people are going to tear you apart. There's just nothing you can do about that except be strong and accept that they've moved on and you need to too. Sleep, think it over a bit calmly and rationally, chill and realise there's not a lot more that you can do.

I mean you can chase it more, probably annoy her by talking about it to her again after she's said no and generally waste your time, but I think for you it is best to just move on. For both her and your sake.