its been coming for a while :/

[smithy94]

ive always felt pathetic and worthless and music and writing used to help, but this week it all seemed to get on top of me. Breaking up with my gf, school exams, grandma passing away. It all became too much, so i found my brothers swiss army knife, and cut a "Z" into my arm, it made me feel good for once rather than numb. a few of my friends know about it and a couple of them have done it too, but i just feel so alone and isolated, i dont know why i hide it because most people wouldnt care any way :/ (not sure why im posting this but i just wanted to tell a few people :( )

[joejshmo]

Hey man, Ive been there and done that. You posted this because it made you feel like you were venting to people. Just hoping someone would read it and reply (Like me!) But yea man, ive been thru that all! I feel for ya!