Running away

[whereismymind]

I have a low opinion of myself and lately I've been getting even more annoyed with me. I'm getting shitty grades at school and trying my hardest but its never enough, I'm always getting cancelled on by friends and letting them down. I let my family down and get into arguments constantly. I always get the feeling I'm better off out of everyone's way and to be honest I know they'd agree. This isn't the 1st time I've thought of running away in year 7 I mapped out a route of where I was gonna go. From Chatham to London, and from London as far north as possible where no one would know me and then keep going. But I had too many second thoughts about it then so I did nothing. But now when I think about it what's the point in staying? I don't see my friends and I don't seem to help any of them, I just let my family down with shit grades and I know no one would miss me, I'm sick of being in the way. However I know going as far north as I can with no intention of going back is essentially gonna kill me at some point and I dunno what to do :(

[insanity]

think more before you plan to run away, I have thought of running away before but in reality running away is alot hard then it sounds....
things will get better for you, school isnt something to worry to much about, you go to school then you leave school just try your best and fuck anyone else that tells you its not good enough.
your family will miss you, even if it feels like they wont, they will. you are part of the family and if you go it is going to hurt your family, they will call the police and it is most likely that you are going to be found and brought back to them, they wouldnt want you to disapear, there is always someone out there who will love you and they will miss you so much, you dont want to be 'that kid that ran away'.
if you do plan to run away, really think first. maybe you just need some time away from everything and everyone...
idk what age you are but maybe you should consider going to live with another family member or go and stay somewhere away from home for awhile if thats possible just to get yourself back on track...
good luck (sorry if this didnt help >.<)

[whereismymind]

It did help thanks its kinda made me think about it but I still want to. I'll have a word with my mum and see if I can go round hers for a while.

[Quahog]

think more before you plan to run away, I have thought of running away before but in reality running away is alot hard then it sounds....
things will get better for you, school isnt something to worry to much about, you go to school then you leave school just try your best and fuck anyone else that tells you its not good enough.
your family will miss you, even if it feels like they wont, they will. you are part of the family and if you go it is going to hurt your family, they will call the police and it is most likely that you are going to be found and brought back to them, they wouldnt want you to disapear, there is always someone out there who will love you and they will miss you so much, you dont want to be 'that kid that ran away'.
if you do plan to run away, really think first. maybe you just need some time away from everything and everyone...
idk what age you are but maybe you should consider going to live with another family member or go and stay somewhere away from home for awhile if thats possible just to get yourself back on track...
good luck (sorry if this didnt help >.<)

Exactly.

Think of how worried your mother would be. This isn't a good decision you are making. I really hope you think twice about this.