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oopsy's
March 3rd, 2011, 01:25 PM
Flipping heck i am so pissed off with myself i was trying to stop cutting and got to 4 days without doing it which for me is good and i was just thinking about it for ages and ages and it was because i just wanted to do it that it was just the smallest thing ever which made me flip and i was just in class and i just had to do it so i went to the toilets and did it really deep and i give up caring if people see anymore because teachers know anyway so i just walked in with my sleeves up with blood up my arm and now i just feel such an idiot cos my mates were really worried when i went in with my arm shaking and i feel like such a loser because i just know that i wont be able to go that long before i do it again and i dont know what to do because i just cant stop doing it and i feel so pathetic that im giving up after such a little time ...what should i do maybe not to stop cutting but to stop being such a flaming wierdo?:confused:
Love.Hate
March 3rd, 2011, 01:41 PM
Your not a loser or a weirdo.
We all do it, yeah walking in with your sleeves up probably wasnt the best of ideas, but you have done it now. You cant change the past, you can only change the future.
4 days is a good acheivement! You can make more though, you just have to tell yourself you can. If you dont believe you can do it then you wont succeed.
Also distractions help, Pamering? Writing? Reading? Dancing etc.. do something to occupy yourself that you enjoy.
You will beat this one day, Just dont give up hope :heart:
Mike321
March 3rd, 2011, 03:10 PM
Well done for the 4 days thats good, and your not a loser or a weirdo.
So maybe leaving your sleeves rolled up wasnt a great idea, but we all make mistakes from time to time.
Don't let it get you down, you cant change what has happened, try and focus on making it to 4 days again, then five and so on.
I know its hard, but you can do, there are alot of distraction techniques on here aqnd on the internet, they are worth a try to see if you can find something to take your mind off it.
Hope this helps you, and you can do this!