Breaking Down..

[LozziRAWR]

Last night was the last straw.
My so called best friend admitted that it was her who started the rumour that has made my life a misery.
My parents told me they are splitting up.
People just don't see that I have feelings too.
Last night I must have gone totally insane. I cried for most of the night, and I've been violent all day today. I can't think anymore, I cant do anything. I cant eat, I cant sleep, I just feel like screaming except i know no-one will hear me..
Maybe I dont want them to hear me..
I dont know what to do anymore

[Love.Hate]

First off Hey :)
Im sorry to hear things are so shit right now, but it will get better.
I have lots of experience with friends/ "best" friends letting you down. Im sorry to hear she made up a rumour, but rumours are rumours. You need to ingore them because at the end of the day it doesnt matter what people say or think about you. Its your opinion that matters. Also she isnt a true friend if she makes up rumours about you.

Parents splitting up really sucks, but maybe its for the best? They will be happier that way. Therefore if they are happy it will impact on your mood in a good way. Its hard, but you will gradually get used to it. It just takes time.

You need to let people see you have feelings, if thats how you feel. Tell them that its all getting to you. Maybe confiding in how your feeling will help you to sleep and eat?

You really need to eat, and get some sleep or it will really impact your mood and your descisions. Dont do anything stupid, we are all here for you.

If screaming helps scream, as loud as you can. Be heard, because i think you dont feel like anyone is listening. So maybe its what you need?

Always here if you need to talk sweetie :heart:

[Fiction]

As Fran said, things will get better. When you're 13, it's probably the bitchiest time of your school life, I know it was for me. People grow up though. I'm not saying that it stops completley, but people do grow up.

Unfortunatly there is nothing you can really do except wait for it to pass. Trying to kill yourself, as it seems you may be inplying you have suicidal thoughts, will not help you at all. After my suicide attempt I just feel worse than I did before.

You can always contact me if you want any help or just to rant :)

[LozziRAWR]

Thanks guys, I feel a bit better now.. Mostly because I screamed my throat raw at my mum cos she was nagging about stuff that I have nothing to do with xD