Finally Opening up

[Nevermore]

So today is the day. At 10 o"clock I'm opening up to my psycologist, like it or not. I'm telling her about my dean, and my past sexual abuse. I want to move on, I want to get better. I just hope what I'm doing is right. I know this may sound strange, but I just don't want to get in trouble. Obviously it wasn't my fault, and there is no possible way I could get in trouble, however I still feel inside like it's my fault, and I will get in trouble. I'm glad my other is letting me talk to her about it. She's not happy about it, but in the long run, we'll both be okay with it I guess.

Just got back from my psych appointment. I'm an emotional mess, I opened up to her. She said that it happened, my mind wouldn't have made it up. That of course kills me. I broke down, and am on the verge of tears now. I'm trying to supress it and drown myself in work, but it's not working.

[Triceratops]

Telling someone that you've been abused is emotionally stressful and is a very difficult to do. However, it's definitely the right way to go, so good on for plucking up the courage to do this.

Please remember that none of this is your fault and opening up about it is one of the first biggest steps to take.

Good luck with everything! I'm sure you will pull through. :)

[itsthat0n3kid]

i agree with malice. opening up is incredibly hard. also remeber this.
you are beautiful and what happened WASNT YOUR FAULT.

good luck and im sure you will come out on top.

[smitty35]

Things like this are very though to cope with. But keep in mind that it wasn't your fault and that you have to do what is best for you physicaly and mentally.