I cant do this. its the only way.

[LoveMe_HateMe]

sat here. crying my eyes out, trying not to fucking do anything fucking stupid.

still got bottle of 45 ibruprofen, and my blade.....

i... they're staring at me.

they're telling me to do it. to just get it over and done with. to stop being in the way of everyone. to stop. just to stop

im just a fucking worthless cunt. i cant.

even my best friend doesnt seem to want me.

i thought... i thought.. fuck.

i'm trying not to do anything stupid. i really am. everything...

fuck.

[Kaya]

Hey...Don't take any pills.
Just calm down and breath. You aren't worthless and you never will be. I sent you a PM and I'm here if you want my help <3

[Flower_Girl]

Please don't do it! That is the most painful way to die. You suffer. Your stomach bleeds out. Your in serious pain. Look I have schizophrenia and live in a terrible environment. I have been beaten at home and teased at school (Though it has stopped). I am also adopted. I live as a half because my twin died. I have cuts on my wrists and a puncture on my chest. My life sucks everyday. But I keep moving. One day you'll be 18 and will have decades of joy. Don't give it up. This keeps me moving.

I really hope you read this ... :(

[chris_carter8]

hurting/killing yourself wont make things any better. you are worth sooo much more then that. I lost my best friend to suicide and I dont want to lose another. so please. get rid of the blade and drugs, breathe, and find a new set of friends. ones that deserve you.
If you ever need a guy friend to talk to im here. <333

[LoveMe_HateMe]

Thanks guys.

And I'm still here. Didn't do too much damage last night with the blade... Well, not enough but.... Oh well.

Thanks for the support anyway guys