Idk.

[Fiction]

I can't take this. I don't even know why i'm so messed up. Nothing ever went wrong in my life. My head just fucked up.

Suicidal thoughts are back. Of course, my mum's hidden all the paracetomol in my house. But i've got a plan. It scares me that I took the time to make a plan, and it'd work too.

There are so many people I want to help. To make better. I can't though. I can't help them like I should be able to. I can't make them feel better. I need to get away from it.

I guess i really want you guys to persaude me against it. I don't know. I hate this. If I thought I had suicidal thoughts before... well they where nothing.

[MadManWithaBox]

You know ending it will solve nothing Kathy

[georgiamay]

Kathy :hug3:

No one expects you to make people better, and make them feel better. They have their problems and you have yours. People talk to you because you understand, and when I talk to you, you honestly do make me feel better for a while. I'd think you were some sort of God if you could help everyone that has problems. No one can do that. And you really shouldn't let the fact that you can't get you down, because you're only human.

Honestly, I don't know what I'd do without you. I've known you for a year, and I've been friends with you since you were modded (when was that? I forget. :P) And I still don't know how I managed without you all those years. You really do make a difference. More than you'll ever know.

I would persuade you not to, but honestly, you already know what I'd say. You would be missed. You might not realise just how much, but you really would.

You're only 15 Kathy, you have so many more years ahead of you, and they will be better than this. There's always a light at the end of the tunnel, even if you can't see it yet. I promise you, this won't last forever. It's really not worth it.

If I was with you now I'd give you the biggest fucking hug ever!! :O
I'm always here if you need to talk, or just to vent. Everyone on VT is :hug:
xxx :heart:

[UnknownError]

Kathy, you know it won't solve it.
You can't help everyone, like Georgia said, you'd have to be a god to do that.
There isn't much I can say without being repetitive, but we're all here for you, ok?
:hug3:

[Fiction]

Well. Things definatly got worse today.

[Love.Hate]

I think you have just got to ask yourself what is committing suicide really going to do?
It means your running away from your problems, it will look like you were weak, and that the people in your life have got to you/made you feel upset. But your not Kathy, your strong!
You cant let everything get on top of you, or you will just explode. You are a beautiful, clever, inspirational girl. And the world would be a much worse off place without you, dont forget that!
:cuddle: xx