Buy a Razor

[TheSleepingInsomniac]

I'm gona do it 2morro i will buy a razor im sick of trying to go deeper with a pencil sharpener razor im gona buy some other stuff what shoud i get to cleen up the blood hide the cuts and stop bleeding
Sorry this is badly typed im trying to go the rest of the day without cutting but if stop typing i will grab my razor

[Brighter.Tomorrow]

Cutting isn't the answer. You'll only hurt yourself. Never think you're worthless enough to harm yourself, only remember the glimmer of light.

[TheSleepingInsomniac]

I cant see glimmer of light only a burning hell hole

[Quahog]

Please don't. We're going to help you through this. Don't pick up anything sharp. Don't pick up a blade, a knife or anything. Let's talk through this alright. I really don't want you to do anything that you are going to regret. If you need help, I'm here. We are all here, to help you. Don't do it, that isn't the answer.

[TheSleepingInsomniac]

You want me to talk fine
3 of my friends are in a mental institution jo and of my real life friends it- used to be 4 friends in there but one of my friends killed themselves in there i'm scared it will happen again i told my friend she laughed and called me a drama queen my dad dosent give a shit about me he just stays in his room on his comp he has said he doesnt care if i smoke do drugs drink fail all my classes ad have sex at 13 i haven't done any of this but he said this himself and my step mom called me a slut

[georgiamay]

You want me to talk fine
3 of my friends are in a mental institution jo and of my real life friends it- used to be 4 friends in there but one of my friends killed themselves in there i'm scared it will happen again i told my friend she laughed and called me a drama queen my dad dosent give a shit about me he just stays in his room on his comp he has said he doesnt care if i smoke do drugs drink fail all my classes ad have sex at 13 i haven't done any of this but he said this himself and my step mom called me a slut

I'm sorry about all of this, I really am. But cutting won't change that. I know that sounds harsh, but if you cut, this will still be going on.

Cutting will only make the situation worse. Not only will you still have to go through this, but you'll also have to deal with trying to cover up the cuts and scars, and you'll have to live in shame. I've been ashamed of my self harm for years. But I just can't stop, and I wish I could. I wouldn't wish that on anyone. Knowing how horrible what you're doing is, and being so ashamed of it and yet knowing that you can't stop is a horrible feeling.

What you're going through is horrible. But self harm will make you feel worse. At the time, it will be better, I know what feeling cutting gives you. But after that feeling has passed to will feel worse. It isn't worth it. I wish I'd stopped when I had the chance.

And the scars are horrible. I have a few scars that I might even have for the rest of my life. I wouldn't wish that upon anyone either. Looking in the mirror and seeing the scars that you've made and knowing that they'll be there for many many years as a constant reminder is an awful feeling.

We understand what you're going through, everyone in the self harm forum knows what it's like to feel like it's the only way to make things better. We're all here for you.

You can PM me anytime, I'm always here. :hug3:

[xbrionyx]

I agree with georgiamay , I have been self harming for two years and its made things worse in my life. Its destroyed the relationship between me and my boyfriend and hiding the scars is much harder than you think. I wish I could wear short sleeved t-shirts and vest tops without the worry of my scars and I don't want anyone else to go through that. Head high, chin up,show the world you can do anything (:. If you need someone to talk to, I am here.