Syvelocin
February 24th, 2011, 03:06 PM
Well, main reason I'm posting here is that I feel like I'm straying. I used to be pretty 50-50 as far as attraction to guys and girls. I feel like I'm gradually being much more attracted to girls. That, or I'm just letting myself be like that more than usual. I know I can't exactly just become that way. I'm still emotionally attracted to guys, but they're becoming even less interesting. I mean, I only find one guy in the world attractive. I thought it was a bigger number before... but then I have a whole list of girls I find attractive, physically, emotionally, the whole package.
Which is, irritatingly, a problem. How I feel toward my husband hasn't changed though.
But when I was younger, I decided I wouldn't marry a guy. I wanted to marry a girl. I still kinda do.
I like a friend of mine. And for the first time, she likes me back.
I don't know why I'm saying any of this. It's not like I'm going to act on any of this. This is just a portion of my day-to-day thoughts.
I think I'm just... worried.
Which is, irritatingly, a problem. How I feel toward my husband hasn't changed though.
But when I was younger, I decided I wouldn't marry a guy. I wanted to marry a girl. I still kinda do.
I like a friend of mine. And for the first time, she likes me back.
I don't know why I'm saying any of this. It's not like I'm going to act on any of this. This is just a portion of my day-to-day thoughts.
I think I'm just... worried.