This girls. I'll use A and B as their names.

[megamikey59]

This have been going through my mind for 3 days already. I've tried to find out why she would do this, but failed. So, I'm going to post the question here. Why would the hottest girl in the school, well I think she is the hottest girl in the school, ask me out to go a party? She doesn't like me, I'm sure of it. She doesn't act different around me, she doesn't really speak to me, and I think she was kinda testing me. Let's call her A. She saw me one day just staring at her so maybe she knows I like her. Oh well, there's this other girl, let's call her B, she told the people in the class to ask me out for her. So they ask me to go out with B. I said no, because I don't like her and because I don't really like being around people. They ask me why, and I said I don't like being around people. There we got that settled now back to my original question. A asked me out to the party and I said no. She asked why. I said because I dont' like being around people. She said well there's people at school... then I said I don't like school either, then she said well don't do go school, it's the same thing. Then I said no it's not. Then she left me alone for the next days until today when this guy was always staring at me and she told him to stop staring at me and told me it's ok. What's up with her? Does she really likes me? Oh yea, A asked another girl to come and told her something. What could that be? Does A just wanted to see if I was actually telling the truth, that I don't like people? Does she actually likes me and want to go out with me? It's confusing me! Would she want to get into my personal life?

[Maverick]

Why don't you like being around people? Do you want to be alone for the rest of your live? You missed out on a good opportunity to have some fun. SHe obviously asked you to the party because she wanted to go with you

[mRojas2000]

EXACTLY what Ant said... if she asked you is because she wanted to go with you and have fun... no one really has to like you to really ask you to go to a party.... its not that you guys are going to the movies to hold hands :P

If you don't like being around people, well thats just a little sad :( In the way that even if I like to be alone most of the times, I also like to be with someone.. someone I love.. someone I wanna spend the rest of my life with.. there would be no point in my life if I was all alone forever... I don't even know if I could possibly live alone all my life.. its just like being no one! I think I would really need someone to love, and someone who loves me back being a mature adult... its just.. not right... for me!


:)

[megamikey59]

Love? I don't believe in love. It's all bull shit. You can "love" somebody can have them "love" you back but I really doubt you'd truly love them. I've never really felt love by somebody I can actually touch and hear them speak. I've never even felt anything around like it's self. LOVE IS BULL SHIT! It's just what I think of it. And well, my step dad took me to lots of parties and well he abused me there. So, I guess it's a defence thing my mind set up for me. But why would she asked me to a party if she knew I didn't like them?

[Maverick]

You're only 14. Love is something you don't even know about yet. If you continue to push people away, you'll never experience love. Love only not exists for you because you don't let it. You isolate yourself from any opportunity. Stop all this negativity and make yourself somebody, instead of bitching. You're getting plenty of opportunities to do something positive, but you choose not to. If you keep this mentallity up you'll only find yourself bitter and alone in the future.

[megamikey59]

Fine with me. I don't believe in love. My parents never loved me. Nobody ever loved me. And love is useless. If you want me to stop this negativity then get f'ed up President Bush to stop. He's making the world worser. Every leader is making the world worser. Instead of spending billions and lots of lifes fighting some useless war, he should use that money and those people to give food to people in Africa where there's tons of people starving. He should care about the world instead of destroy it. All humanity will destroy the world if they don't change! But this is totally off topic, can anybody help me? Does she just want to use me to get into my personal life and make me do stuff for her, or what? Am I the only person thinking straight? Cause nobody else seems to, they all think about money and the war instead of using all the money for homeless people. And you really want to know why I keep pushing away everybody? It's cause of my step dad. I loved him then he went out and fucking abused me. Now I'm scared that everybody I ever let them get into my personal life would do the same.

[mRojas2000]

Ok... not even 50% of the people is abuser so I don't know why you are 'scared' of everyone that gets in your personal life... I told you already, she doesn't have to like you to invite you to a party... she might have done it just randomly! Who cares anyways?? is she still asking you? is she looking at you or something??


And that 'love is bullshit' thing its just silly and ridiculous, I'm sorry... first of all like Ant said, you are only 14!! second, if your parents never loved you why don't you try it yourself?? I mean, if you have *never* felt it, when you do its gonna be even hard to stop... its actually pretty cool caring for someone.. you can't take them out of your head, you feel nervous when you are with them, you just wanna hug them for no reason.... I actually think no one can live without someonje to love... and if they do, poor cookies!!
Get some drama movies, even if some are pretty silly, and learn what someone can do under the influence of love

[megamikey59]

I still don't see the point in love. If it's really such a great thing then how come nobody that ever mattered to me never cared for me. I truly don't give a crap about anybody or anything. And well, people are stupid. They either act stupid around me or they get me mad. So I guess I've learned to hate people.

[kragy]

why dont you lossing up for a wee bit like a week or even a day and see if you feel better

[megamikey59]

What do you mean?

[WriterAnonymous]

Love? I don't believe in love. It's all bull shit. You can "love" somebody can have them "love" you back but I really doubt you'd truly love them. I've never really felt love by somebody I can actually touch and hear them speak. I've never even felt anything around like it's self. LOVE IS BULL SHIT! It's just what I think of it. And well, my step dad took me to lots of parties and well he abused me there. So, I guess it's a defence thing my mind set up for me. But why would she asked me to a party if she knew I didn't like them?
It is so unbelievibly sad that you would think that. You don't even know.

[go bfmv]

i know what u mean i had the same problem a wile back wiv this one girl i left it for a wile adnthen one day she came round my house and i answered the door she just started kissing me i went wiv and now we have been going out for 4 months

[Activate]

Love? I don't believe in love. It's all bull shit. You can "love" somebody can have them "love" you back but I really doubt you'd truly love them. I've never really felt love by somebody I can actually touch and hear them speak. I've never even felt anything around like it's self. LOVE IS BULL SHIT! It's just what I think of it. And well, my step dad took me to lots of parties and well he abused me there. So, I guess it's a defence thing my mind set up for me. But why would she asked me to a party if she knew I didn't like them?

Okayy, just watch the movie 'The Notebook' and you'll see what true love is =]
Oh and sorry this thread is a bit old. I havent been around.