ackmedsgirl666
February 24th, 2011, 11:19 AM
All I wanna do is just slice away the pain I'm suffering from
I can't put up with this shit anymore and there is
No other way out. I lost everything that was important to me
I lost Adam cuz we decided to date again cuz my bestfriend dumped him
Cuz he wS cheating on her. I never get to see my gf cuz she lives so far way from me. I am doing miserably in school and to think a week agO I was so happy
But not no more. It's been months since I last cut I forget the feeling or how good it made me feel to have that sharp blade just dig into my skin and make a perfectly clean insision. That's what I wanna do soooo bad And I am so close to caving. Things were so much easier when I lived in Richmond hill. If ever I was down I had Adam to hug me tight or my girlfriend to kiss me tenderly but now I don't have that anymore and I am just so depressed. Nobody would miss me if I'm gone..... Maybe i should just cut myself till I bleed to death and then all my pain shall be over and done with...... So I guess this is
My goodbye VT:(
I can't put up with this shit anymore and there is
No other way out. I lost everything that was important to me
I lost Adam cuz we decided to date again cuz my bestfriend dumped him
Cuz he wS cheating on her. I never get to see my gf cuz she lives so far way from me. I am doing miserably in school and to think a week agO I was so happy
But not no more. It's been months since I last cut I forget the feeling or how good it made me feel to have that sharp blade just dig into my skin and make a perfectly clean insision. That's what I wanna do soooo bad And I am so close to caving. Things were so much easier when I lived in Richmond hill. If ever I was down I had Adam to hug me tight or my girlfriend to kiss me tenderly but now I don't have that anymore and I am just so depressed. Nobody would miss me if I'm gone..... Maybe i should just cut myself till I bleed to death and then all my pain shall be over and done with...... So I guess this is
My goodbye VT:(