Greggy
February 24th, 2011, 02:52 AM
I'm killing myself. slowly.
Most of the time i know I'm not even hungry, I just want food.
I don't even have to like it, it it's edible I'll most likely eat it.
I don't know why.
I don't know why I can't make myself stop.
I don't know why the food is a need.
I'm disgusted by myself and what I look like, so why can't I stop?
I want to be loved, have a family, a good job. But how is anyone going to love me, or take me seriously when I look the way I do. I'm ashamed of myself. I hate even going out in public now.
But I can't stop.
Most of the time i know I'm not even hungry, I just want food.
I don't even have to like it, it it's edible I'll most likely eat it.
I don't know why.
I don't know why I can't make myself stop.
I don't know why the food is a need.
I'm disgusted by myself and what I look like, so why can't I stop?
I want to be loved, have a family, a good job. But how is anyone going to love me, or take me seriously when I look the way I do. I'm ashamed of myself. I hate even going out in public now.
But I can't stop.