then this is an nother porblem

[war-fougt-in-a-boy]

Ugh ny life has been horride this last year.. I'm in such a dark place and my light is fading.... then my sexuality is making it worst I've always though I was straigh but these feelings and dreams are tellin me different.. I can't fight it but I'm so not ready to even deal with this conflict... I falling in love with guys who just say hi ugh I'm just.... I don't what to do any more

[Quahog]

Dealing with sexuality can be tough. It's hard, being afraid, if you are going to fit in or not, wondering if you are going to be ridiculed by friends. Just take it slow. You will know more and more about your sexuality as time goes on. You have to accept it, and be happy for who you are. You can't change who you are. Remember that. You will find people that you will make friends with. The time will come when it comes. You have to love yourself, and be happy for ht person that you are. Don't feel sad about your sexuality. It is just something that you are going to have to accept. Don't feel like your are at the bottom of a pit, because you are not. Things are going to be fine.

[Infidelitas]

I went through a tough stage where i was so unhappy and anxious about being around some one that just says hi -- who i know is strait.
With the anxiety, came ocd, which one of the quirks was i would obcess over this person -- who I fell in love withm but couldnt do anything about it, It sucked.
Just remember that you are who you are, and be who you are. Once you accept yourself, things get alot easier for your self.
your not in this boat by your self