i just wanna run(no joke)

[war-fougt-in-a-boy]

My life is fallin apart / no one likes me / I have no friends/ and I just found out that something is wrong with my heart... no one really cares for me ya know... I wake up so sad and I really don't want to go on sometimes ...I'm just dead inside.. I ..... ugh ugh ugh ...... o just wanna say I quit but I love life I wish I could be happy.....

[Quahog]

I understand how you feel. You have health problems, and for anybody, that could really make them depressed, and really think about things different. Don't feel like this is the end, and nothing good can come out of your life, because that isn't true. I'm sure that if you take up something that you enjoy doing, whether it be writing, drawing, playing guitar, or anything like that, you will find something to motivate yourself, and you will have a better outlook on your life. Even though you have heart problems, you cannot let that take control over you. You have to outwit that. Tell yourself, I'm going to live life to the fullest. I will meet people. I will find people who have things in common with me, and I will be happy that I am living.

You are always welcome to come and talk to us, and if you have anything on your mind, you can let us know. I don't want you to hurt yourself, I want you to see that life is worth living, and there is so much that you can do, to make life better. If you need help, we are here, and don't be afraid to let us know what is on your mind.

[Fiction]

Honestly, I know how you feel. I have a problem with my heart too. There is nothing you can do about that, except try and live your life as normally as possible. I know it's hard but the more you are down about it, the more it affects your life. Of course you'll have those days when you just wish it would go away, but if on the most part you can stay positive about it, it effects your life less. There may even be a chance of some kind of improvement.

I'm sure there are people who care about you? Your parents? Friends? Us here on VT?

As for friends, do you have any at all? Because just 1 or 2 close friends is better than lots of fake friends. I've found with friends it's quality not quantity.

How will "quitting" help anything? Quitting isn't going to make your life better, it's going to make it non existant, and that's if you manage it. If you just end up in hospital you come out feeling worse, and more alone than ever before. It's not worth it.

Feel free to contact me if you ever want to talk.