Am I Addicted....?

[EvilDeathMist]

i dont know if you would call it an addiction just a punishment is what i call it.
but then of course i dont know why i do it either... see i know why i started it... but then i realized it was dumb and stopped for a little while... and then i started again for no reason... so im not really sure if it is an addiction or just a cry for help... now i do hold anger in... but my problem for solving that is laughing..... but the cutting i just dont understand anymore.... see i dont like sycatrist so im NOT going to one of those things but when i think about it... i do it to know that im alive cause i do have a lot of shit happing in my life..... somethings always going wrong....i cant tell my father cause he'll freak more than i would..... but the thing is i dont really go far enough to die... but then sometimes i do....

im just so confused am i addicted or am i just crying out for help....?

[bvboy]

Idk if ur addicted, but if u keep doing it u'll probably get addicted, and the more time passes doing it, the worse it gets, so I'd say stop doing it ASAP.
I don't really think it's necessarily a cry for help either. That's really up 2 u, but if it is, then actually ask 4 help. Get some help. If u feel like the shit that goes on is too much to handle, then ask 4 help. But remember, everyone goes through shit all the time, so just breath and try not to stress too much, and if it gets too bad, ask for help.

good luck w/everything!

Peace

[EvilDeathMist]

Idk if ur addicted, but if u keep doing it u'll probably get addicted, and the more time passes doing it, the worse it gets, so I'd say stop doing it ASAP.
I don't really think it's necessarily a cry for help either. That's really up 2 u, but if it is, then actually ask 4 help. Get some help. If u feel like the shit that goes on is too much to handle, then ask 4 help. But remember, everyone goes through shit all the time, so just breath and try not to stress too much, and if it gets too bad, ask for help.

good luck w/everything!

Peace

thank you... see im not good at respomding at things like this but the best thing i can say is thank you and ill try to not let the stress get to me

[Fiction]

Cutting is a very confusing thing, and I have the same questions about my own cutting.

I suppose the real question is, if cutting wouldn't help you to get help, would you continue to cut? If the answer is yes then you are probably addicted.

Whether it is a cry for help or an addiction you need help. Maybe you can tell a trusted adult about your cutting? I know asking for help is scary, but if things get out of hand you may end up getting help in a way that hurts a lot more than asking.

Feel free to pm or email me if you want to talk :)

[EvilDeathMist]

last two i agree on... but i already do that..