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[Fushigi]

that dream wont happen if u wont cut urself.. i know we just met like a few weeks ago but.. we are here if u have problems or such stuff... u can talk to us.. (especially to ur vt bestfriend charlie) i know i dont have the rights to give any advice because i havent tried cutting my self and i dont know how u feel atm.. but what i can do for u is to motivate u not to cut.. and make u feel that ur not alone .. :) .. take care connie :)

[Fruit_Tart.]

Dreams like that are horrible. Extremely horrible. Talk to somebody that you trust and that respects you enough to listen to every word you have to say. Talking will help you get out any unnecessary pain. I am always thinking about cutting all the time, but it helps me to tell people about my problems. I'm sure people love you and I dunno the reason behind your cutting, but I hope it helps for you to know that you're loved. I hope you don't have any more nightmares, and I'm here to talk if you'd like. I'm sorry if I'm no help. Good luck. :]

[georgiamay]

I hate dreams like that, they're horrible. I get them quite a lot.

I sort of see those dreams as a warning. I know, I don't believe dreams can "warn" people, but if this dream really scared you, maybe it'll stop you from cutting as deep as you did in the dream.

I'm always having vivid thoughts and dreams about cutting, I suppose it's pretty normal. But then again, what's normal?

Anyways, try not to get too upset over it, most people who self harm have a dream like this at some point, you're not alone.

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[Fiction]

By Kathy you mean me? I was in your dream? O.o

Anyway, I have dreams like this too Connor, you have to realise they are not real. Don't let them bother you because they aren't real. I know that is a lot easier said than done. Before you go to sleep try watching a movie or something. SOmething that you can think of while going to sleep rather than cutting.

Always here if you need to talk :)

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[Magenta]

The one thing you always need to remember is that it was just a dream. I had a terrible one last night but I woke up and reminded myself it wasn't real. :)

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[Magenta]

Ouch. Ignore him. I was watching a movie about cutting on YouTube and was reading the comments. Along the same lines, a person commented saying that all cutters were selfish attention-seekers. And if we really wanted to cut, to do it properly (vertically) and die so we're not a waste of space. I had to stop myself from sending him a message saying: 'I've done that and failed. I hope you feel good about yourself'. I was not pleased.

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[kevinjk]

its possible that it foreshadows the future, i know it sounds strange but, think about it.Be Careful!

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^ If thats true then I'm definattly not phoning Kathy, ever! :P

[Fiction]

^ If thats true then I'm definattly not phoning Kathy, ever! :P

Mean! :(

And I doubt it's forshadowing the future, i've had loads of dreams like this and only one has ever come half way true, and I think it's more likely that the dreams just helped to trigger the events that happened.

Anyway... here whenever you want to talk... if you ever want to tlak to me again :P

[The Dudeh]

Connor, don't let that dream get you down! It won't happen if you don't let it happen. Always here if you need to talk :)

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[bvboy]

Don't. Don't try to throw up or cut urself. They're both really unhealthy, so try to take ur mind off things... I would usually watch a movie or read a book, idk. I read u like to take pictures and draw stuff, u can do that too...
Good luck w/everything, and don't stress about the dream... anyone who's a bit sensitive has those dreams when going through a hard time or something...

Peace

[Love.Hate]

Con you dont need it, your perfect the way you are.
All throwing up is going to do is make you feel worse in the long run, I can tell you now what people are going to say, Eating Disorders are terrible, life/mind controlling things.
Stop now before this gets serious!
If you really are set on loosing weight, Do it the healthy way.. Cut down on the amount of sugar in your diet and exercise more. Please Connor you don't need to change, There is nothing wrong with the size you are now.

[EvilDeathMist]

Im not quite good on explaining things but it seems that your scared of death and btw you could always just skip the class instead of being sick.... or tell your teacher im not feeling well and that you feel as though your gonna vomit and stay in there for how long that period is......... no need to do all that.........(if i read you thread right)

[Charleigh]

that dream wont happen if u wont cut urself.. i know we just met like a few weeks ago but.. we are here if u have problems or such stuff... u can talk to us.. (especially to ur vt bestfriend charlie)

Yeaa Con. You can always talk to me hun, I will always be here for you.

Self harming isnt something you want to get into, once you get into it, its very hard to come out of. When you feel the urges to cut, come onto VT nad post about it, draw, talk to someone but hun, cutting is never worth it, the cutting yourself with me now and here and quick its over, but later the scars will stay there and remind you of the time, place, and reason why you cut.

Making yourself sick. Hun, that isnt a very nice road to go down either. Been down there, makes you thin, pale, weak, and tierd and all the rest of the shit it does. Its never worth it because the short time you do it, has long term effects hun.

As for your dream. Maybe you are craving to go deeper and you nwernt fully satisfied with the depth you cut. NO im not saying go deeper, just try and disract your thoughts before bed, and dont think about cutting. If the dreams continue Connor I would tell your parents and get some help, I do understand what thats like, although my mum didnt help me but thats not the point. Try and get things back straight hun.

Its never worth it in the long run.
Im here for you if you ever need anything hun.
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[The Dudeh]

Connor, your friends won't understand. If they knew you did they might, but you just have to put up with it I suppose. And you don't need to lose weight, you're perfect as you are!

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[Charleigh]

Hun. Im always here for you.

If your friends dont accept you for who you are, they arnt your friends.
You are who you are, if anyone tries to change you, tell them to fuck themselfs.

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[The Dudeh]

Thanks. (:
Yeh I didn't have plans on telling them, just kinda pissed off about how they would react if I did.

Well you never know - they're you're friends and if they're true friends then they won't react like that. I'm not saying tell them, but if they do care about you, they wouldn't react like that if you told them.

[icanbarelybreathe]

I've had dreams like that before, right after something bad happens. I think it's because it's all that's on your mind, so your subconscious gives you what you want.