Hate eating.

[screamtobeheard]

So, I haven't eaten in over 26 hours. And I'm kind of a little hungry, but I have never wanted food less in my life. Usually I can't get away this long without eating, but I managed to today. And it's kind of scaring me how sneaky I'm getting about not eating. I love not eating. It's so weird. I wish I could just go forever like this because I feel so much better without gross fattening food in my stomach. I feel like I'm kind of going a little crazy, which I guess is why I'm making this post. To get the crazy out of my head.

[1_21Guns]

I think I understand what you mean, I've managed to get really sneaky in the past and I don't know.. you just kinda get this rush thing I guess
You're not going crazy, and I'm not gonna give you the whole you need to eat talk either cause I think you know already, you just don't like it, best you can probably do is try things in small portions that are quite healthy, you probably already know the complications of not eating at all, which aren't pretty
keep trying :hug3:

[Harley Quinn]

So, I haven't eaten in over 26 hours. And I'm kind of a little hungry, but I have never wanted food less in my life. Usually I can't get away this long without eating, but I managed to today. And it's kind of scaring me how sneaky I'm getting about not eating. I love not eating. It's so weird. I wish I could just go forever like this because I feel so much better without gross fattening food in my stomach. I feel like I'm kind of going a little crazy, which I guess is why I'm making this post. To get the crazy out of my head.

I used to be like this so i know exactly what you mean, and it gets to the point you get so sneaky you begin to wonder why you didn't do this long ago. But trust me, it's not healthy and it will get out of control if you don't try to stop, it doesn't make you crazy, but i won't lie, you need help. You can't do it on your own, talk to someone that can help you, you'll realise how much better you will feel about yourself.

[screamtobeheard]

Yes, that's exactly how I feel! Usually I eat a little bit, though. And just burn it off. Like today I had a small bowl of cereal and salad. But burned if off swimming.
I want to talk to someone. But I don't know who I should talk to. I'm afraid to tell my parents, and I don't really trust my counselor. :/

[Quahog]

Yes, that's exactly how I feel! Usually I eat a little bit, though. And just burn it off. Like today I had a small bowl of cereal and salad. But burned if off swimming.
I want to talk to someone. But I don't know who I should talk to. I'm afraid to tell my parents, and I don't really trust my counselor. :/

You have to let someone know. You shouldn't be afraid to let someone know about those types of things. I know you're scared, but your parents don't want you to hurt yourself, and if you see a counselor, he/she will only try to help you. So don't be terrified of telling someone, don't keep it bottled in.

[Harley Quinn]

Yes, that's exactly how I feel! Usually I eat a little bit, though. And just burn it off. Like today I had a small bowl of cereal and salad. But burned if off swimming.
I want to talk to someone. But I don't know who I should talk to. I'm afraid to tell my parents, and I don't really trust my counselor. :/

While i never usually suggest telling parents seeing as they can be real harsh, but if you can't trust your counselor you need to think then why have one? If you can't trust one they become useless and you don't get better. If you can't tell an adult, tell a friend and get them to help you out and comfort you.