those feelings are back.

[Aceso]

and I can't get rid of them.
I cant get those suicidal thoughts out of my head.

[charlotte945]

just remember that there is so much to look forwerd to. I know its hard and i get how much esyer it seems but trust me it would suck for the ppl around you if you wernt there anymore. Just force the feelings away and know that we are hear for you. Thouse feelings that your getting, just forget about all of them. I know it sounds hard but beleve me onec you clear your mind you'll feel better.

[TravM]

I'm sorry you feel this way, but you must realize that depression is only a roller coaster. Of course at times it may seem like it has no end, but it goes through cycles. If you're feeling utterly horrible, turn to yourself and friends and positive support in your life for reassurance that it will be okay because it will. Think you don't have any friends or positive support? You can express your mind here and meet some very lively people to cheer you up. I'm pretty sure that's what VT is for. Here's to hoping you can overcome these problems and not surrender.

[Fiction]

I felt the exact same. Attempting suicide does nothing. It makes you feel worse. It haunts you for weeks afterwards (probably longer, I wouldn't know yet). It makes you feel so much worse than you ever imagined, believe me if you try to kill yourself you will more than likely just end up ill, and with your parents finding out anyway. You're parents will be so upset. You're home life will get worse. Your head will be such a mess and no one will understand. You might think things are bad now, but a suicide attempt will only make it worse.