Im such a weakling

[LiTTleBrok3nDolly]

I cut to much on my right arm, i ram out of place, theres still some blank spots but i cant get to it.So i went to my left arm :( I might end up with two shredded arms. I broke a hair clip in half and theres a rigidy edge that i use. I was suppose to do it on my upper arm, but i forgot to so know i cant even wear 3 quarter length shirts, theyre useless as well as chunky bracelets. Nice going stupid :l. I hate my self im weak i cant stand pain i dont deserve to live :mad:

[MadManWithaBox]

You do deserve to live. If you can't stand pain, why cut? You can be better than this.

[Quahog]

No. You do deserve to live. Don't let the blades tell you otherwise. You have lots of reasons to live. You just don't know how to express your feelings out. We are going to help you through this, so don't feel isolated. You aren't. The blades aren't the solution, and you are not going to pick one up ever again.

[LiTTleBrok3nDolly]

ive been picking one up every second im alone and feel crappy, its not that easy to just quit. I stopped for 6 months then failed a week ago and now for 4 days ive been stuck. I am in pain but i would rather feel more physical pain than emotional pain bcs it keeps me under control