KKK

[The Joker]

Well, I've found out that I'm not fucking welcome or appreciated anywhere. My dads girlfriend just finished telling me about how I'm a fucking whiner and shit, telling me to shut the fuck up, whatever. I just destroyed my fucking room. I'm gonna fucking cut that little bitch. Why doesn't she just fucking shoot me, kill me already? That fucking little cunt. I was pissed off about how no one ever appreciated things I do after my dad blamed me for something I don't do (which I specifically don't do to not bug them) and she starts going off on this fucking tangent on how I'm a god damn whiny teen. This fucking bitch thinks she's fucking untouchable because she was abused. No matter what I say, if I display my intelligence or whatever, she always gives me the "Oh he's just a teenager, he doesn't get it" or "he's just trying to look cool" fucking look. I'm fucking sorry for wanting to be appreciated, you god damn choking on cock bitch. I'm about to fucking off this bitch.

Mom's boyfriend denies pushing me around and him saying stupid shit to me. He also denies making him a fool of himself at that one fucking party trying to insult me. The fucking drunk motherfucking alchoholic said I was making it up. That god damn little pussy bitch, I fucking wrote it down. He goes on to say that I'm a little bitch for bringing it up, wanting an apology. I'm a fucking whiner.

Also, I found out that my aunt officially hates her entire family and won't let them see her kids, including my grandma who did fuck all. She fucking tells me fucking grandma never ever to see her grand kids while my grandma is in the FUCKING HOSPITAL, then tells my 40 year old emotionally unstable uncle (who's attached to my grandma a lot) how much she hates her.

Obviously I'm not fucking wanted or appreciated no matter where I go. Maybe I should just shoot myself in the mouth and go to hell right now. I've been suicidal for a long ass time.

[Magus]

Obviously I'm not fucking wanted or appreciated no matter where I go.If I were you, I would bring down that boyfriend of your mother long time ago. Faris would have done it. If you are not willing to go jail or something, why not report about him to the local authorities?

Your girlfriend's father hates you? Well, that's actually is natural (http://www.cracked.com/article_18893_6-scientific-reasons-your-girlfriends-father-hates-you.html).

[The Joker]

Your girlfriend's father hates you? Well, that's actually is natural (http://www.cracked.com/article_18893_6-scientific-reasons-your-girlfriends-father-hates-you.html).

Wrong way, Faris. Father's girlfriend.

[Magus]

Wrong way, Faris. Father's girlfriend.
Father's girlfriend. WTF. That's some torn up family you got there. I think I should be considered lucky for having parents that are not totally brainsick.

All I can say, is to stay strong and firm. Don't let any of that shit to bring you down. You are stronger than that, I am sure. You might have fed up with that, a few more days will not kill.

I am sure there are people who went through a lot more abuse, living and breathing now.

[The Joker]

I am sure there are people who went through a lot more abuse, living and breathing now.

I don't care. I'm not strong enough.

[Azunite]

I don't care. I'm not strong enough.

You would have been a fallen warrior long ago if you weren't strong enough.
You came this far, why quit now? Your dad's shit only gave you headace and you always resisted it, there is no point giving up now. You must keep showing him that his girlfriend, his behaviour matters not, as you are strong for everything and you will always stand on your feet.

That is when you will beat your father, that is when you'll show him you worth more than worlds.

[nick]

Dont let the bastards win Matt, you can get through this and have a great future ahead of you. <3

[HeroesAndCons]

matt dont kill yourself just try to meditate or color or something that makes u destracted