CantLiveWithoutYou
February 13th, 2011, 09:19 PM
Everyone hates me. I be nice to them, I help them when they need it, I even waste my money on people that are my 'friends' and they all fucking hate me. It's starting to piss me off. I know it's just this school too, because I have one person that's actually a great friend but everyone else hates me and it puts pressure on me, even more so now that he's going to a different school. He has gone to at least 5 different schools now, and he's had no problem making great friends everywhere except this school, everyone was always making fun of him and just being assholes in general, he's a very like-able person but everyone hates him here, same with me. I swear they put castration chemicals* in the water here or something because everyone just wants to kill everyone. It's a great school test-wise but they have, IMO, horrible teaching methods and they're shit at keeping teens in-line.
I've talked to my parents about trying a different school but they're convinced that I'd have better grades if I stay here-yeah right I have 2 Fs, A C+ and a B-- I show them other schools nearby with better test scores, but they come up with some stupid-ass reason to not let me go. They tried something in the first half of my 4th grade year but they moved me back to this shitty school after a few months.
I don't know what to do anymore. I'd have better grades if I had more friends, id est, if I went to a different school my grades would be better because I'd make more friends and there'd be a lot less stress in my life. I told my parents I promise that I'd get better grades, I've given them the reason, and the keep me in this fucking penitentiary.
*Castration chemicals basically destroy all sex hormones in your body without actually lopping off your reproductive organs. This essentially turns a person into a zombie, depriving them of joy, love, etc.
OK maybe I exaggerated EVERYONE, but I can only think of 4 people that wouldn't be happier if I were dead.
I've talked to my parents about trying a different school but they're convinced that I'd have better grades if I stay here-yeah right I have 2 Fs, A C+ and a B-- I show them other schools nearby with better test scores, but they come up with some stupid-ass reason to not let me go. They tried something in the first half of my 4th grade year but they moved me back to this shitty school after a few months.
I don't know what to do anymore. I'd have better grades if I had more friends, id est, if I went to a different school my grades would be better because I'd make more friends and there'd be a lot less stress in my life. I told my parents I promise that I'd get better grades, I've given them the reason, and the keep me in this fucking penitentiary.
*Castration chemicals basically destroy all sex hormones in your body without actually lopping off your reproductive organs. This essentially turns a person into a zombie, depriving them of joy, love, etc.
OK maybe I exaggerated EVERYONE, but I can only think of 4 people that wouldn't be happier if I were dead.