And Im Screwed And Alone..

[racmany]

Yeah. So i ranted on last time about how fat i was. Then go told by neighbour who was a doctor said i was being overeactive and that fat was muscle. But hey i didnt know. And i was healthy for a while. Then over the holidays things fucked up again. I was eating ice cream with the family right with the family and these 3 good looking girls i know walked past. I tried too look cool. And i heard one of them whisper, "He ain't skinny enough for me." And they all giggled. So then i went to the bathroom and used the ice cream cone to chuck up. And then from their it went downhill. And i now im on fucking meds for Bulimia a feel like some freak cause im like the only guy in world who has fucking Bulimia. And yeah. I still feel like people talk behind my back but i have no proof. It almost seems like a habit and i have stared counting calories which makes me more of a fucking retard. But yeah it''s like a habit now. And i have tried so hard to make it stop. I have exercised hard out. And im kinda happy with my body at the moment. Cause i have abs and muscle from all my working out. It isn't fucking fair.! I can't be athletic and normal in the head. FML. Sorry about ranting. But yeah. Im pissed and wanted to know if there are any other guys. And yeah im on to docotors and stuff...

[Skeptical Bear]

Don't listen to those girls. If they were any better, they wouldn't care on how you looked like. I have a friend who counts te calories a well. You're not retarded. You're just cautious about your health and weight. That's good that you do that. Don't feel bad about your self. Do what you love and don't mind those people that put you down. Be strong.

[Charleigh]

Hun, those girls are just judgmental whores who dont know what a nice guy you are. Dont listen to the backstabbing comments, the 2 faced ones, just be you and be proud of your body. Fuck the people who judge you, you are who you are hun (;

[riczepeda]

dude,
if u want to lose weight do it for yourself, not because u want to impress someone or want to be accepted by a group. if people are only intrested in looks or is a considerate factor in thier approval system , then chances are they are the "loose" children of the block.
chances are theyll get knocked up and get fat them selves.
when i was younger i was "chunky" and there was this girl i really liked but she hated me for my apperance. 5 yrs later im muscular and not as chunky. now she's a Prego with 2 kids and a gut the size of a preagnat watermelon. lol
so hey this could happen to u if u keep a clean open mind